Ok so I called the Mup and we talked about it and came to the conclusion that having my soul sucked out was not worth it. I called and told them thanks but no thanks...sorry but I made a mistake thinking I was that desparate. They asked if a different department would work for me but I had made up my mind. I cannot work for such an obscenely low ( Read more... )

I should be in the shower preping for another day in Hell ( Read more... )

I got a stupid job. Not that the job itself is stupid...I haven't even started it. I just took a job for the sake of making some money. I did it for Muppet. I was worried he was getting money worried and I was right. I will be making less money than I have made in the last 17 years ( Read more... )

Plugging along on the trail of something resembling a real life. What the fuck is real life anyway ( Read more... )

Twenty years ago I met the father of my child ( Read more... )

It is late but I wanted to post something for a change. I have quit my job at Coastal. I have been seeking work for a month. Sometimes this process has been active and other times I have been trying to aproach it differently in an effort to procure a position of employ that does not suck. I am happy to have the opportunity to do this and it is ( Read more... )

I am happy here in the Mupps place. We are doing pretty well. Ok, VERY well. I still have fleeting thoughts that are not positive and more than anything I wonder where they come from and why I can't just sit back and be happy ( Read more... )

I am at work for one of the two Saturdays a year we are open here in receiving. Once is for the begining of the season and the other is at the end of the season (Alaska fishing season...Salmon season). It has been super slow so I took the opportunity to decorate my hard hat with stickers that make a dragonfly. I also included some that are a ( Read more... )

That is in pounds... I have lost a total of 39 of the buggers! So that makes it 41 or so more before I have to work on telling myself enough is enough because your curves are good and you are not as young as you used to be and why bother and it is an obsession if you don't accept it etc etc etc ( Read more... )

It would have been about 64 days ( Read more... )