I've come to realise that I only really actively journal when I'm alone at home for a significant period of time. When I have only myself to talk to, if you will. Odd, but true - fun fact, if you will.

..I should really be asleep right now.

...I have a sick addiction to power.

I have two more pages to write about Thermopylae.
I put off this paper for about two months, but proactively put it off for two weeks.
It's now due in, oh six and a half hours.

But I already did my bibliography while I was conscious, so that won't kick my butt. Hooray.

...back to my paper.
Happy Thursday.

I am a siren of this generation ( Read more... )

Why do you have to be such a jerk?
I'm already surrounded by people I don't like and who don't like me. The LEAST you can do is not be an asshole to me over the phone.
Thanks for being such a great person, especially when you know how I live in a minefield.

there are days when I feel like I'm living an empty life

I wish I could breathe like it was my birth right.

so
don't run with your eyes closed.
you tend to run in to things
and get welts of bruises.

boo.

I think my guardian angel stepped on the heel of my shoe.

:)

I love it when stereotypically uninsightful people suddenly blow your mind with insight, particularly when it's about you.

"You need to realize when you have something and not lament about it later"

It's like my whole world stopped and then started rotating again at a much more effective rate
I feel so liberated.

so I decided to just let it go
and I think I was right on the verge of being really honestly happy the way things are now.
well, certain things.

and then he winked at me tonight.

I mean...what?