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facs_lightman

PSL: Truth and lies

Aug 09, 2012 15:20

Cal wouldn't deny that part of him had wanted this from the very beginning. Having sex with him hadn't changed how he felt, hadn't sated the urge and let him move past it, it made it rise to the surface, harder to ignore. Now here they were, Eli playing the other half of the con with him as they worked their way into the porn production office, and ( Read more... )

smut, cal/eli

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radicalliars August 9 2012, 21:23:50 UTC

He couldn't help the way this got to him. Eli wanted this, all of it. The ring on his finger, the anniversary, the fact that it was Eli Lightman. And god, even the thought of it made his heartbeat skip. He was in love with Cal. Maybe it was too fast, too soon, but he couldn't help it. He'd had so many feelings for him before, and now they... talked. About things. He was a little more comfortable with himself, with people, with this... thing they had. It was some sort of relationship, and that was enough for him, he didn't need to push for more, because he had Cal, which was more than he had ever thought he'd have. But that didn't mean that he didn't want this.

Of course, he didn't exactly want the suit vest he was wearing, a dark blue that matched his denims, accented the purple shirt he was wearing, and the tie that Cal had picked out. The one he'd come in wearing hadn't fit, apparently, so Cal had pulled out another one, tied it for him, and then helped him into the vest with Loker squirming. He hadn't understood why he ( ... )

facs_lightman August 9 2012, 22:28:06 UTC

A few things had been decided before that initial meeting. The details of their fake relationship, and that one of the kinks was student/teacher, but Cal had left the rest to Eli to bring up. There was a reason there, because Cal had wanted to see what he'd suggest if he was given free reign. Cal would know the difference, if he was suggesting things he wasn't interested or if he was actually suggesting things he might be interested to try. It hadn't taken Cal long to figure out that Eli hadn't tried anything at all. The way he changed, the way he seemed almost afraid to go to the edge when Cal just held his arms told him he'd never explored this way ( ... )

facs_lightman August 9 2012, 22:28:23 UTC

"I need to know you're comfortable with this, Eli. I don't want to force you into something that you don't want to do," he's not saying he wants it, he's not saying this is something of his that he's long wanted to try. It's for a case, which is incentive for Eli to say yes, so as to be helpful, to not disappoint Cal, but Cal doesn't want that to push him either. He wants this to be a decision, something Eli decides for himself, that he wants. "If it isn't, we can find another way to get close to the cameraman. Solving the case quickly isn't worth hurting you ( ... )

radicalliars August 9 2012, 22:59:59 UTC

Eli's quiet a long moment as he takes it all in, sipping at his mocha after a moment, sucking at the foam, because he knows the liquid is still going to be hot. There are flashes of feelings, emotions, and there's this small one, when he sets down the mocha, looking at Cal as if he's trying to read him, trying to figure this all out, when he unconsciously brushes fingers against the ring on his finger ( ... )

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