i am so exhausted. so tired of work. e x h a u s t e d .


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with a break from Christmas-insanity, I thought I would update as people have started to wonder where I went ( Read more... )

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i hadn't written in a while because i've been sick. the flu collided with a hectic period at school and also a bit of glum on my part. so it's not been so good. for a second i considered to give it all up, just resign and say, i can't do this.
i decided it's not an option. just two more weeks left of this year. i will survive, oh.

when i sat in the living room, dressed up and almost ready to go, rummaging in my wallet, my mother said, "do you carry your id and cards with you? you shouldn't! you might lose them ( Read more... )

is it normal to buy a guinea-pig when you're in your 20th year ( Read more... )

today my sister has been dead for as many years as she lived. 14 years.
i didn't go to school today. i went to a friend's house and slept on her couch. it seems i become energetic when i'm in public and completely shut down when i'm alone.
(what's that last line supposed to mean anyway?) such a control freak. i can't come undone in front of

the sims makin' magic is out and i haven't bought it yet?! will i be thrown out of the club for the obsessed now?
must...buy...another...expansion.

you'd think with school three days a week and two days off, i'd at least manage to write in this journal a few times a week AT LEAST. i'm so jaded. i'm trying new things, trying to get better habits here and there but they never last. "habit 1: sporadic journal-writing. will write regularly ( Read more... )