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[faded__reality_]

wtf? i think im quitting drugs for real this time.. its making me more and more depressed. and i cant deal with more issues in my life right now. it only last a few hours and goes away then its back to reality where all the bullshit and waiting, and lies are. plus its wasting my money that i can be saving for other things. more important things. i

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[red_lava_lamp]

Shay, it's a good idea for you to quit drugs, if you can't even remember if you're sober than that's a really fucked up thing. Shay, I didn't leave cause I am disgusted by you, I keep in touch because you are my friend and I LOVE you. I would hug you everyday if I could but I can't. This is a really fucked up entry and I really think you should get away from drugs, they're not good for you, you could kill yourself with them, you're probably killing yourself slowly right now. Please don't hurt yourself anymore, making yourself bleed is never a good release of pain. You need to hit a pillow, scream, kick, punch a pillow do something but not cutting. Shay I love you, please don't do anything to hurt yourself anymore.

[faded__reality_]

heather, i love you so much. im sorry about everything. im okay now. and i didnt cut or do anything last night.. i jus sat up in bed for a while thinking about my life, and other things. i made my mind up that im quitting everything thing. and if i ever get back into any of that shit, im takin myself to a center or something for help. its jus a waste of my life. i love you so much, you have no idea how much i miss you. your such a great friend. i love you
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