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My head throbs from this horror.
Of what I’ve done to what we were.
I can do nothing to stop this feeling.
I know I’ve hurt you.
And in that I’ve hurt myself.
You aren’t here to love me,
You aren’t there to say you love me.
You aren’t there to make me…real.
I’m empty. I feel alone.
I can’t seem to find my soul.
Because I gave it to you.
And now you’re gone…
And I’m alone.
I can’t seem to find what I felt.
I was alive when I had you.
It’s my fault, I know that.
No matter what anybody says.
I know this is my fault.
I want to change it.
But I can’t change it.
I want your love again,
But I can’t have it.