I always feel so alone,
when everything goes wrong
I can never understand,
why it took me so long.
I knew what would happen,
I knew I’d destroy,
Everything I had,
with that special boy.
I knew that in telling him,
I would tear it all down.
Destroy all that I wanted to keep,
somebody split open my crown.
Spill my blood,
onto the cold, hard ground.
The same as my heart,
that won’t be found.
Nobody sees me,
I’m just another shadow.
Lying in a dark alley,
using my arm for a pillow.
The funny thing is,
I new this would happen.
I always do,
nothing ever changes.