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[fadeddreams04]

Why do I attempt at life? Why do I try and make everyone happy when everyone is a taker? Is truly doing the right thing actually wrong? I do things to make people happy and when I do things to make myself happy I’m an asshole. I don’t try to hurt someone only to be the fucking asshole that I am. Fuck it fuck you and fuck everyone that doesn’t

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[tistin318]

I love you!

[amanda05]

I do care about you! your the only one i feel comfortable running to if i need someone to talk to and you know that i am here for you as well! Your an amazing person. I am so lucky that you let me into your life by just being friends, matt you mean so much to me, you have no idea i would do anything for you and you know it! Grant there are people in this world who will use you and i hope that you dont run into many people like that you are a very unqiue and you have one of the biggest hearts that i know, you have values which most people today lack. you care and thats what matters, Your not an asshole, do what you feel and believe is right because half of theses people will not be around after college, i hope that i am i hope that i know you for a very long time i really do. do what you feel, do what makes you happy dont do anything for me or anyone to makes us happy unless it is something that will also make you feel happy. I cant stand people who judge on looks, yes you are very attractive i think but what makes u really attractive

WoW

[gigglgurl]

Matt,
Sometimes I feel sorry for you...maybe not "you" but guys in general. Cuz like I said before, when ya got a good thing staring you in the face, you fuck things up for something new and better that comes along. Ya I got hurt, But I'm over it, Ive moved on, and thats something I thought I wouldnt be able to do, cuz after I got hurt by you, I hated guys!! HaHa, can you believe that??!! You had that much of an impact on me!! But whatever! I read your journal, and you seem really unhappy. Im sorry for that. I hope things get better for you... I really do! But I want you to sit back and think of all the selfish things that you have done to other people, and realise why your so unhappy! I KISSED YOUR ASS MATT! If thats not liking you for you..... then I dont know what is... sex is just a bonus to me... But whatever... I know you hate me, N prolly dont wanna hear from me, I just wanted some closure... N I Got it... Cuz Im happy -finally- and your not... SORRY...

XoXo
Ashley

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[fadeddreams04]

Your just like everyone else and you don't even realize it. I even made a line focused partially on you. You think you were so great to me but you weren't. Yea you did some lil things but when did you ever care to know what was going on in my head or what about what I wanted no what the fuck you wanted. Are you so fucking pig headed that you believe that I was happy? That you were so fucking great? You completely read thru my post to make you happy. Because when I do something to make me happy I do the wrong fucking thing and I'm the asshole and this was just one of the things I was talking about. So you can move on and feel like your the bigger person but you never even cared to know the inner me... and thats what i'm talking about about. So you have a great life.

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[gigglgurl]

Thats funny actually

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[fadeddreams04]

Your commpletely missing the point. I don't tell people about what I feel on the inside but I pry and find out about everything I can about people and what they fear, love, hate and no one has ever done that with me. Thats what i'm talking about thats what my writing. If I say I'm fine I'm not. If I say i'm happy i'm usually not. what I"m talking about is the fact that no one cares to even pry. I will never just tell anyone. I give a lot and don't recieve anything back usually. And if someone likes me and I don't like them I'm an asshole because I don't want to date them? When I wanted to try and it just wasn't there? According to you that makes me an asshole. And when every girl is the same as that all they care about is them and how they feel and what I can do for them emotionally and physically and its never about me emotionally or physically because someone truely cares. And sometimes a girl likes me and I choose to not do things so I don't hurt them and I'm the asshole. So fuck it.

[anonymous]

Matthew...

*sigh* I tried so hard at the begining of the year to get to know u deeper than you were letting on, cos I knew u were so much deeper than u showed us. I read ur writings, I told you they were fantastic! I loved it, and I wanted more. But you shut me out. You shut me out like I shut ppl out. And you can sit there and say I'm missing the point and that I don't understand, and ur right, I probably don't understand. But that's not our fault, Matt. U refuse to open up. You always complain that ur alone, but when ur offered the chance to not be alone anymore, u always have a reason not to take it. I gave u an offer to not be alone. But I guess I was too deep for you.

Open up, buddy. You may not believe it, and u prolly don't, but I do like talking to you, and I wanna know more. I really really do. IM me sometime. I'm always here to listen, just like u are for me.

~Gen

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[simply_jennax]

I agree with Gen completely on..

Open up, buddy. You may not believe it, and u prolly don't, but I do like talking to you, and I wanna know more. I really really do. IM me sometime. I'm always here to listen, just like u are for me.

Yeah that.

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[anonymous]

you complained that "I" didnt open up to you??!!
listen to what everyone is saying to you!!

[oreochippewa]

Dude Matt......holy shit. If you need anything man...ANYTHING. I'm here, Mikes here.....the fraternity as a whole may be a bunch of drunken idiots, but theres a lot of guys just like you who know the shit you go through. If you need anything at all, i'm here.