well...my day was boring.on the fone rite now.talking to
my frend zully.havent spoken to her in a long ass minute.shes cool.but thats about it.gotta call this chick in a few.so yea......ugh.nothin to rite.so l8er.

...where to start.i dont no im jus feelin mad forget ful rite now....well me and kitty didnt get drunk like we were supposed to.she sed that mommas ran out of forties.but we,re still gettin drunk b4 the years over!lol.....blah.ok lets start with scool.pple still think me and amanda go out.and it kinda annoys me.dont no y.i guess its cuz i wanna b ( Read more... )

thursday nite was pretty fucked up.turns out that as long as im with him i cant talk with my sister.he sed if i didnt like it to pack my shit so i did.that nite me and my mom made arrangements for me to move the next day ( Read more... )

my day started out like shit.went 2 court,waited several fucking hours jus to b called on by the judge,and it all ended in a hole big stink.c my mom hates my granddmother and my sister sees her every week and gets money from her to.my mom told her to choose between her and my grandmother.and carina(my sister)told my mom to 4get about the next visit ( Read more... )

i cant stand it.i dont no wuts rong with me.i jus feel so alone.so empty.theres nothing ne where for me.and the 1 person that i feel really cares about me cant even talk to me on the fone.its bad enough i dont see her ne more.its jus......i dont no.i thought there might have bin sumthing for me in yonkers.jus a little sumthin.but....i was wrong... ( Read more... )

i no its really early...but i cant really sleep.thought i should go on and jus write this shit b4 i 4get.ok.last nite i got drunk.not as drunk as my 1st time but drunk enough.it was great.i feel tipsy now.ne ways,it was me my stepdad aunt her and boyfrend that drunk.....ugh,im feelin sick. my mom was the only sober person in the house.it started ( Read more... )

jus got bak from chillin wit my frends.the group was finally bak 2gether.for the most part.it was me erica alex dennis and ericas frend michelle.was fun.jus chilled,listened 2 music, danced alittle, and watched ....porn,shhhh.lol.kissed erica(heehee,she knows i love her)and kissed dennis 4 the first time to.right after erica.she jus laffed.and me ( Read more... )

ok.first.my weekend was crappy.then sunday nite i went to jayjays house.chilled there for about half an hour.her parents were kicking me out.lol.then today was the same as always.except for one thing.i wore high heels in gym.yea lorislee wanted to play and borrowed my sneakers.so i put on her heels.thankfully no one noticed.my pants were long ( Read more... )

....bored.listenin 2 music.waitin 4 this chick 2 get on.dont think she will though.well my day was crappy.most of the day i was depressed.finally told tina how i felt.mayb thats y i was depressed.dont no.but im guessin she thought i was tryin 2 get bak wit her.which i wasent.jus wantd her 2 no how i felt.kinda got the feelin she was bak wit ( Read more... )

well...got 2 stay home 2day.wish i went 2 scool.rather do that then clean.lol.nothing new really.oo..decided to try and quit(sobmobkobiobnobg).working so far....yup...DAMNIT I WISH I WAS IN SCOOL!ITS SO FUCKING BORING AT HOME!i wanna go 2 scool.i wanna b with my frends.but no matter how much i wanna b with them theres only 1 person i really wanna b ( Read more... )