I'm a very bad person. I need to stop heading down this path and get my shit back in line.

If things work out as I hope... Weezer will be rocking my socks off on Sept 11. (I hope they play pleanty from Pinkerton and the Blue album!)

Since I moved down to St Pete I have been out w/ a few guys. The more guys I meet the more I get pissed off. None of them are Karl! I try to give these guys a chance... But I'm night even the slightest bit interested in any of them. I've never been so crazy over a guy, that even though we weren't really dating, I couldn't stand being around other ( Read more... )

So, another letter from Karl today. As excited as I get to receive his letters, they depress me at the same time. As long as I have the thoughts of possibilities with him in my mind, I can't hardly bring myself to look at other guys. He wants to "pick up where we left off" when he gets out. Trust me, I want that more then anything. But we're going ( Read more... )

I saw The Island tonight... I took myself on a date. I'm still madly in love with Ewan McGregor, I will not settle for any man but him. Maybe that's why I'm dating myself...

So, I got my student loan request sent off. I feel a little daft for not thinking of cosmetolgy school sooner. I think part of the reason I'm so excited is Aveda itself... All organic, all natural, no growth hormones, no pesticides... It's the fair trade of hair care. The school itself is gorgeous! Most of the table and light fixtures etc. are made ( Read more... )

Karl called me today. It's the first chance I've gotten to talk to him in over a month. I found out the bumped his release date back a few weeks... He won't be in for Thanksgiving. So, I think perhaps neither will I. Maybe Christmas ( Read more... )

I'm just not too sure why I still have this damn thing... I guess it's a place to store my thoughts ( Read more... )

I'm trying with every fiber of my being to get the fuck out of dodge ( Read more... )

God fucking dammit. I am so sick of shit and drama. I have tried so fucking hard to please people and for once I do something for myself and now I'm screwing people over ( Read more... )