this is my official public apology. i just cant stand looking at ur livejournal or ur profile or wutever because its always about her. shes great dont get me wrong but i still have feelings for u. and i cnt get over. i guess we have sumtin in common. idk i do wanna talk to u but every time ur online i just cant stand to start crying again. im sry i luv u!!
it's hard 2 know what to say 2 you ariel, but then again 2 be honest there was a lot i held back.im not exactly sure what your apologizing 4 either. im srry i dont have the feelings 4 u that you have had 4 me, it's not sumthing i can control. and who do u mean when you sed i guess we have something in common?, i didnt get that part. and maybe next time im online u shud just drop everything and go ahead and type a hi or hello and c were that might lead you, youd be suprised bcuz it gets u further than you mite expect/hope. there isnt much i can do from comments on my journal but i think if u can muster a hi we can improvise from there.hope 2 talk 2 u soon.
i shud let you know the hurt was a mutual thing. but that is a whole conversation to itself 4 another time.i cant make you talk 2 me, nor be any less afraid of me. thats a fear you will have 2 live up 2, but im sure that you know i will be there 2 talk and congratulate u on your overcome none the less. im not sure what else to say, we havnt talked in a long time so i guess there is some catching up to do, but dont let that rush you.
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