When we started it was years ago ( Read more... )

motley crew and sum 41 tonight. shibby. getting completely wasted with my father. eh. hump day. whatever. im excited

so i wake up this morning and look at my phone. kevin has called. i then lay there in a half asleep dazed for about 5 minutes try to decide wether or not i should call him back. of course i did but i didnt get to talk to him and i must say that im relieved. i went to the mall a few days ago with my mom and bro and of course had to run into kevin. i ( Read more... )

FrEaKiN crazy. i hate this place. i hate this life. i have no money. shitty job. piece of shit car. Ronnis is leaving for iraq in like 5 days. FUCK BUSH! he tells me not to worry but i am like losing my mind. i dont want him to get hurt over there. some shit happened with erik last night and kevin is gone for good. i'm still sick. but i know ( Read more... )

take me away
to a place
where the good times
good times roll
dont let me stay
in a place
where this hate can steal my soul

i will be ok

isnt it amazing how you can love someone so much but at the same time hate them just as much. i hate how he thinks he's perfect and how everything has to be on his terms. its like im the only one that fucks up. he's fuckin god. he treats me like a gaint pile of shit but for some reason i wont leave him. i dont know if its cuz i dont wanna be alone ( Read more... )

so things somewhat fell apart in my light. i have drove off the road i was on. and things didnt make sense for awhile. but i am starting to get things back. i have new views on life. i have no job and absolutley no money. which i cant stand. but im looking. i enrolled in school and will be a college freshman in the fall. i will make new friends ( Read more... )

i like it when it rains like this.

im so confused. someone help me.

im so disappointed in myself

I've got another confession to make ( Read more... )

1. Vary your vehicle’s speed inversely with the speed limit ( Read more... )