yea so typical day. went to work, made money. now im sitting here bored. but its friday which means something will probably be going on tonight. i have decided my boobs need to grow. and that the best place in my house to change at is my hallway. cuz in my room i always forget about my blinds and my creepy neighbor that just divorced his like 6th ( Read more... )

just got home from a midnight ride on the bike with kevin. it was great. today was an amazing day. it was so nice out. tomorrow is my day off and of course its supposed to rain all day. oh well. im bored and exhausted so im gonna go watch some t.v. until i over come my insomnia and finally fall asleep ( Read more... )

supposed to be 70 degrees today. YAY! first slurpee of the season yesterday. i guess its time to start my summer diet of pizza, slim jims and slurpees. sweet. now im just sitting here waiting for work. thinking about takin kevin to fridays tonight. he's never been and i havent been in a long time. drank a monster so im alittle wired right now. ( Read more... )

i want to shimmmer ( Read more... )

so there has been a lot of talk about moving in together. i dont know what to do in this situation. i have never loved anyone the way i love him. and i have never been loved so truely. but it scares the hell outta me. the thought of living together. knowing that at any point during any fight, he could kick me out and i would have nowhere to go. i ( Read more... )

i never realized before how lucky i am to have the love i do. i love kevin with everything that i am. when im with him i am the best person i could possibly be. its the most amazing feeling.

i hate not being able to sleep.....

yea so......... im in pain. last tuesday night, FINE! wednesday morning i wake up with the absolute worst stomach pain ever. i assumed it was food poisioning from the nasty ass mcdonalds that kevin just had to have the night before. spent the whole day puking and laying in kevins bed. figured it would be gone by thursday. WRONG! i was up all night ( Read more... )

yea so im staying home tonight. i havent stayed here in like 4 nights. things have been goin pretty good. Champps is cool. still not on the floor yet so im having some money issues but its ok. kevin blew the trans on the sebring again so i had to give him a ride to work today. he bought me a monster so im alittle hyper right now. i figured id go to ( Read more... )

so new journal.Erik got ahold of my old name and was reading things he didnt need to know ( Read more... )