with or without you

[fademehardbabay]

I've always been more of a glass half full, optimistic sort of person. In a world where you have to fear Sarah Palin and swine flu among other catastrophes, it helps to look on the bright side of things. Recently I think my glass has been looking a little empty and my grass a duller shade of green. I do not want to be one of those people who needs

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[car_beepbeep_]

i wish i could write my feelings like that! you do it perfectly. i know these types of feelings.

[fademehardbabay]

Thanks :] Being an english major helps. While I don't like to hear you know what I'm going through, it's also reassuring. I'm trying so hard to just feel like a better person even if right now I'm only focusing on skin deep things.

[xtruxthisstime]

I know there's a good chance these words will fall onto deaf ears...and if so it's fine because you have every right to experience things, make mistakes and so on. But...I have to say something and even if you only let it sink in part of the way, it might be worth my time

[fademehardbabay]

I'm working on it. I am trying to just be a better me on my own. In my women's studies class we talked about how movies portray single women as being dysfunctional and emotionally unstable. I don't see myself as dysfunctional and I don't want to! So I'm trying to be the best Sarah I can be on my own...just getting all my papers, projects and tests completed for school, trying to exercise and eat better, and hanging out with friends who are more supportive of me when I'm myself. People who knew me before, not just when I was "the girlfriend". Don't worry, every day is getting better!