You're the most beautiful, loving, and exciting person I've ever met. You have your faults just like everyone else. But you are like a drug of your own. I have never met anyone as addicting as you are. I agree with the previous comment made about Caleb. You're too good for him. You're also too good for Travis. And Matt. And most any other boy who tries to win your heart. (We all know there are many, because people just can't get enough of you.) You'll probably know who I am by reading this, but it doesn't matter. This is nothing I haven't said to you before.
Roll it up Light it up Smoke it up Inhale Exhale
anonymous
December 29 2003, 15:09:36 UTC
Its Friday mornin where da' weed at? Lemmie reach into my pocket for my fat weed sack, cause I wanna get high like a plane in the sky with the endo-cloud in my brain. Where the fuck are my Zig-Zags and my lighter so I can roll it and set it on fire. Damn, I wish I had scissors cause this shit is so sticky that its gettin on my fuckin fingers. But its smokable, double toke-able I got that one hitter quitter bombay shit thats choke-able.
even know you know me...
anonymous
December 29 2003, 15:19:23 UTC
Ash...what can I say...I love you..but you've just..gone...away? you used to be so happy...and despite what some air heads say...GOD DOES LOVE YOU, and mostly I love you, and you'll never understand this..but i'll be here when caleb and john and travis and bob and joe and mac and doodle and dirt man are gone...but so will GOD...and I know you know that... but... I worry that your going to get smoked out and forget me... what happened to you not wanting to smoke?
i don't know...it hurts me so much to know that...you've changed for the worst...tho I don't think you relationships are bad...I think you rebound tooooo quickly..and I think it's causing a whole in you that your letting be chipped away...and filling it in with friends that get you high, and hands that feel you, and new kisses that excite you...some day please sit down, and think about what truly makes you happy...not temporary things...TRUE things...ash...and maybe you'd one day realize what you could do without...even me you could do without...
Re: even know you know me...fadeout_againDecember 29 2003, 15:35:01 UTC
i'm not a big fan of 'god' and no matter what people say i don't think i ever will be. thats just who i am. i'm sorry if thats a problem for other people. but theres nothing i can really do about that. and seriously. i'm tired of the lectures about smoking pot. ITS JUST POT. it is NOT a big deal. honestly. as long as i'm not snorting lines and shooting junk i think everyone should just lay off. i'm glad you think i've changed for the worst, tonya. but i happen to like who i am now. so what if i rebound quickly? thats just my way of dealing with things. i'm not that great at relationships and i know that. but i'm working on it. i'm just a kid. that kind of maturity takes time and experience and i'm getting there but you'll have to give me a minute, okay? and once again, i see no problem with my friends. they are good people, regardless of what some people might think. and i care about them and i enjoy their company.
heres some advice Ashleigh. stop throwing up everything you eat, because your perfect how you are. which lotr movie did you enjoy the most? i think your really nice and really pretty but you sometimes make bad choices but i still respect you and think your really fantastic. ok thats all.
Find new friends that aren't drama whores and are drugfree.
Quit going out every night. Find something you enjoy doing alone and do it.
Dye your hair purple.
It might be best if you went full on lesbian. I've never seen you end a guy relationship clean.
Stop stealing.
Get good at something so you can live past high school. Life is not about drama/Joe Muggs/bad lyrics. I doubt college is in your future and that's ok, but I hope you have some goals.
i don't need to 'leave caleb alone'. i think if i did that, he might be pretty sad about it. or maybe not. i don't really know anymore.
my friends aren't drama whores. and i don't really care about them being drug free. i like them for who they are. i don't need new friends. i love the ones i already have.
i already have things i like to do alone. and i don't go out every night. just most of them.
i probably won't be dying my hair any color any time soon. its had enough. :(
i peobably wouldn't have any better luck with girls than i do guys.
i quit stealing a LONG time ago.
i plan on going to college to become a history teacher. in fact, i'm almost 100% sure thats what i'm going to do with my life.
as far as breaking into houses goes, i think i learned my lesson. but thanks for the advice, eric.
I wouldn't post anonymous if you wanted me to do so or not.
Now that I've been sort of pushed into it, though, I will touch on a few of the things you mentioned, however.
"i don't need to 'leave caleb alone'. i think if i did that, he might be pretty sad about it. or maybe not. i don't really know anymore."
I stopped caring about the relationship between the two of you long ago. I'm not particularly fond of either of you most of the time, and I'm especially not fond of dealing with mindless dribble drama.
"my friends aren't drama whores. and i don't really care about them being drug free. i like them for who they are. i don't need new friends. i love the ones i already have."
That's downright laughable. They're either over-dramatic or, well, for lack of a better term, stupid. I mean, come on, going to "jump the counter" and "kick Cody's ass" because he called you "Satan." Yeah. That's not over-dramatic or stupid.
"i already have things i like to do alone. and i don't go out every night. just most of
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You have your faults just like everyone else. But you are like a drug of your own. I have never met anyone as addicting as you are.
I agree with the previous comment made about Caleb. You're too good for him. You're also too good for Travis. And Matt. And most any other boy who tries to win your heart. (We all know there are many, because people just can't get enough of you.)
You'll probably know who I am by reading this, but it doesn't matter. This is nothing I haven't said to you before.
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Haha. Cypress Hill, You know you love it, baby.
I love you, Shwag!! You my boo, FO REAL.
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you used to be so happy...and despite what some air heads say...GOD DOES LOVE YOU, and mostly I love you, and you'll never understand this..but i'll be here when caleb and john and travis and bob and joe and mac and doodle and dirt man are gone...but so will GOD...and I know you know that... but... I worry that your going to get smoked out and forget me...
what happened to you not wanting to smoke?
i don't know...it hurts me so much to know that...you've changed for the worst...tho I don't think you relationships are bad...I think you rebound tooooo quickly..and I think it's causing a whole in you that your letting be chipped away...and filling it in with friends that get you high, and hands that feel you, and new kisses that excite you...some day please sit down, and think about what truly makes you happy...not temporary things...TRUE things...ash...and maybe you'd one day realize what you could do without...even me you could do without...
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and seriously. i'm tired of the lectures about smoking pot. ITS JUST POT. it is NOT a big deal. honestly. as long as i'm not snorting lines and shooting junk i think everyone should just lay off.
i'm glad you think i've changed for the worst, tonya. but i happen to like who i am now. so what if i rebound quickly? thats just my way of dealing with things. i'm not that great at relationships and i know that. but i'm working on it. i'm just a kid. that kind of maturity takes time and experience and i'm getting there but you'll have to give me a minute, okay?
and once again, i see no problem with my friends. they are good people, regardless of what some people might think. and i care about them and i enjoy their company.
love you.
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which lotr movie did you enjoy the most?
i think your really nice and really pretty but you sometimes make bad choices but i still respect you and think your really fantastic. ok thats all.
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everyone makes bad choices sometimes, you know. not just me.
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Find new friends that aren't drama whores and are drugfree.
Quit going out every night. Find something you enjoy doing alone and do it.
Dye your hair purple.
It might be best if you went full on lesbian. I've never seen you end a guy relationship clean.
Stop stealing.
Get good at something so you can live past high school. Life is not about drama/Joe Muggs/bad lyrics. I doubt college is in your future and that's ok, but I hope you have some goals.
Stop breaking into our houses.
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my friends aren't drama whores. and i don't really care about them being drug free. i like them for who they are. i don't need new friends. i love the ones i already have.
i already have things i like to do alone. and i don't go out every night. just most of them.
i probably won't be dying my hair any color any time soon. its had enough. :(
i peobably wouldn't have any better luck with girls than i do guys.
i quit stealing a LONG time ago.
i plan on going to college to become a history teacher. in fact, i'm almost 100% sure thats what i'm going to do with my life.
as far as breaking into houses goes, i think i learned my lesson. but thanks for the advice, eric.
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I wouldn't post anonymous if you wanted me to do so or not.
Now that I've been sort of pushed into it, though, I will touch on a few of the things you mentioned, however.
"i don't need to 'leave caleb alone'. i think if i did that, he might be pretty sad about it. or maybe not. i don't really know anymore."
I stopped caring about the relationship between the two of you long ago. I'm not particularly fond of either of you most of the time, and I'm especially not fond of dealing with mindless dribble drama.
"my friends aren't drama whores. and i don't really care about them being drug free. i like them for who they are. i don't need new friends. i love the ones i already have."
That's downright laughable. They're either over-dramatic or, well, for lack of a better term, stupid. I mean, come on, going to "jump the counter" and "kick Cody's ass" because he called you "Satan." Yeah. That's not over-dramatic or stupid.
"i already have things i like to do alone. and i don't go out every night. just most of ( ... )
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and okay.
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