sooooooo, stayed up till bout 5:30 lastnight. deliverance was on tv, wanted to see it. i gotta learn that dueling banjos part. so i didnt wake up tilllll like 12:30 ish. and i got a list of spinal tap songs together and sent them to mary, and she burned me a spinal tap cd! im fricken excited/happy/exstatic! so yes i do nothing today till lessons, ( Read more... )

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it is hard to imagine that i could be in much of a worse mood than i am in now. i hate this, i hate how im fucking feeling. i hate everything right now. it is times like these where i wish i could go to sleep and not have to wake up, times like these that make me want to just give up. the only horror of that story is me leaving behind everyone i ( Read more... )

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today sunday? I've lost track of things. So last night i stayed up all night till like 6, then i finally went to sleep n didn't wake up till 1 pm. fun stuff, but i feel like i wasted half of the day. so nothing much happened today, a bunch of family members came over n stuff, and then i remembered i have to finish reading my 600 page book for ( Read more... )

yes, so it is like 5 sumthing in the morning, im still not sleeping. me and buffy pulled an all nighter, no specific reason, but im sure i wouldnt have been able to sleep if i tried and buffy was generous enough to stay up also. and i am updating my brand spankin new journal for like the 4th time the first day i got it? something like that.. i ( Read more... )

[ My Name Is ]Matthew James Gregor ( Read more... )

a journal..ok. let's see where to start. well tami took me to a kegger lastnight, i mightve gotten a little drunk, definatly not doin that again unless others join me. yes i made a real idiot of myself, but i did the "GO,GO,GO" thing(keg stand) so everyone there started to respect me. then jake drove me home n took care of me like a real brother ( Read more... )

a journal for me?! how very special. thank you tamara the love of my life. we will see how this goes eh