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anonymous
September 10 2007, 13:19:56 UTC
I love you Katia. Im afraid to admit being in love even if I am. I cant say that I am. Thats weakness for me. I wouldnt fight so hard for you if you werent worth it. Im afraid of going away for so long and what that will do. I love you. Being in love fades away but loving you never does. Id rather bank on my love thats real rather than just a high. I told you I dont want to fall in love. Im here ready to love and my heart is open. You hurting makes me want to die. I know Im confused and I told you this from the beginning. WHy am I with you? Because how can I not? I love you. We have had a lot of problems and as much as you may think Im cold about it, Im not. The problems hurt me and it makes me want to shut down from you. But in the end I love you. And thats what matters. Youre always saying things like your next girlfriend and that you know youre temporary. Why are you with me then if you believe that? Are you afraid to just let me go or something? Are you waiting for me to be the one to say goodbye? Im so
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