it's 3:30. why am i not sleeping? i have to wake up early tommorow. meet with the personal trainer. go to the broward mall with kaitlin and lauren. then hopefully hang out with cody before he goes to work
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i know when my phone calls are not wanted jamie. thats why i didn't call. because every time i do i feel so unwanted. i feel like your doing me a huge favor by answering the phone. i didn't turn into anything, and if i did the last thing a good friend would do is throw their hands up and say it's worthless because maybe, a good friend would reason, that maybe it's more than what it seems. i may have fucked up. a few times. but that doesn't mean that i've turned into some kind of slut that you don't even know. i'm so fucking tired of being called ridiculous. i never doubted myself until you and kaitlin put me down. i don't fucking need this. it's like instead of trying to make me feel better about anything, you make me feel worse. i'm sorry i'm such a bad friend.
kaitlin will be a hundred times better of a best friend then i ever was, i'm sure.
im pretty sure you seem angry because everyone knows that ^^^ is the truth.. kaitlin is a better friend. brittany why dont you just post youre name we all know it was you.
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kaitlin will be a hundred times better of a best friend then i ever was, i'm sure.
just admit it. you don't need or want me anymore.
that's why i didn't call.
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