Land of Confusion...
Vampires
Baby
Demon
Betrayal
Knife
Fear
Loneliness
Guilt
Box
Ocean
Lilah
Closet
Boat
Bucket
Lilah
Disgust
A baby crying, lives destroyed, feelings of betrayal.
Connor.
Lilah
The Beast
Angelus
Prison
Faith
Lilah
Axe
Lilah
Cordelia
Jasmine
Wolfram and Hart
Roger, gun, dead
Connor
vail
Fred
Illyria
Fred
Stabbing Gunn
Illyria
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Rewrite
"Two and two is one and one is three." Nodding at that I look at my shoes in the corner of my office. They look nice there and they won't get dirty. I put them on a paper so they won't get dirty from the betrayers floor. Oh yes.
"There's a thin line between black and white, good and evil."
"Yeah. Funny thing about black and white though. If you mix them together you get gray. And no matter how much white you add, you still end up with nothing but grey."
"True, so true. Grey, cross the line." Nodding, I giggle and sit back in my chair. "You are my sunshine my only sunshine. You make me happy when life is blue." Humming under my breath I pad through my office. The door is closed. Haven't seen anyone in days. "Good good." Nodding several times I look at all the books that are thrown around.
"Bad Wesley. What would father say. Sacrilege!"
"Really? I beat almost the entire council exploding and everyone dying as most embarrassing moment?"
"Friends died during that explosion, Wesley. Show a little respect"
"Right, sorry."
Picking up one of the older books I hug it to my chest. "It's okay. You're safe here," I tell it. "I know what you are and who. No mix up here. No no, everything is a-okay." Giggling I sway with the book for a moment before tenderly placing it back on it's proper spot on on the floor.
"Lilah, Fred, Lilah, Fred, Illyria, Fred, Illyria. Confusing, Confusing."
"Why can't I stay?"
"This will do"
Whispering under my breath I walk over to the other side of the room and look out the window. Angel took over the firm for Buffy, not Connor. "Buffy, Connor, Buffy, Connor...confusing." Rubbing my temples I put my head against the cool glass for a moment. "You are my sunshine my daily sunshine...you make me....happy?" Snorting I turn around again, checking the lock on the door.
"Lock in, safe here. Confusing, confusing." Lorne! He might know. But I haven't seen Lorne in a long time. Nor Gunn or Angel. Or...Fred...Illyria....FredIllyriaFred. Confusing. Sighing I sink down on the floor and pick up another book. Caressing it lightly I smile sweetly at it. Books are good, books are safe, books don't confuse...books don't lie. "Books, books, books." Books are my world.
Glancing around the office again I giggle. "Many, many books." I miss Fred. I miss Lilah. FredLilahIllyria. Confusing. I wonder if there's really gold at the end of the rainbow. Or if the grass is really greener on the other side of the fence. Maybe it's in these books. Yes, I'll look it up in these books.
Right after I check the prophecy on rainbows and kittens. Yes. Giggling I open the template and start to look through it.