Warning to all wanderers who stumbled across this page as they venture the depths of the internet: most of the content here is locked from the eyes of strangers.  Rather, I just don't let anyone see my rants and ravings, for that is what this is: a refuge of the soul where it can unleash itself in all it's beauty and ugly ( Read more... )

Stolen from Kaycee!

Your rainbow is strongly shaded violet.

What is says about you: You are a creative person. You appreciate beauty and craftsmanship. You are patient and will keep trying to understand something until you've mastered it.

Find the colors of your rainbow at spacefem.com.

I spent most of my night watching videos from here: www.itgetsbetter.org/> It Gets Better Project.Honestly, I wish growing up there was something like this. Someone there to tell me it would. True enough I was wrapped up in my own little world and held everything in, but even so. Knowing this then would have been nice ( Read more... )

I sit here with my door open letting in all the possibilities, all the life.  Thankful for each, even the small and the quiet; the large and obnoxious and the ones we welcome least.  Open to the future, the past and the now.  In this quiet darkness.

Was a stellar success.  I have too much leftovers and dessert was a smashing hit.  Seriously, that spiced pumpkin cake with maple cream cheese frosting hit them good.  I also have a bottle of red wine left and an opened almost full bottle of white.  Someone is getting their boozing on?  :p  Maybe ( Read more... )

So I have come to realize that I want to go back to university...say what?

Dear Universe ( Read more... )

So I am reading Eat, Pray, Love by Elizabeth Gilbert. It is quite fun to read, therapeutic almost. Not in the same way that reading gives me joy and peace from just the activity itself. I mean, it does do that too, but it functions on another level. It is like reading it gives me insight into myself and is like meditating almost. I ( Read more... )

So some of you think I may have dropped off the face of the Earth, but I haven't just been busy the last little while.  Mostly with having a job and such.  So far worked two weeks, got paid for one, s'all going well ( Read more... )

I really need to get things straight, well as straight as a gay guy can get things ( Read more... )