I feel rather depressed. I knew this was coming. I only get along so well with my roomate, there is some major upheavals going ot go on at work, and other than that I have no life. Basiclly i have alot of stress and no outlet. Nor will one come along any time soon. I was able to bitch at Lori. I'd bitcha bout my job and my roomate, she'd ( Read more... )

Jon is going to shoot me if I don't stop having weird dreams. *grins weakly*. Okay. It was me him and one other in the car. He was driving. We were coming down a stretch of road that we've driven before (cause this is the end of the dream) that borders the water. the water is maybe twenty feet or so. anyways the other person in the car ( Read more... )

Thats it!!! If I don't rant now I'm going to explode on someone's ass and its not going to be pretty!! Even Lori is pissing me off this morning. Fuck! I'm getting the same atitude from housekeepers, guests, and my fucking friends. I sorry that my job is so fucking easy that a monkey in a dumb hat can do it and that I'm only THAT stupid as to ( Read more... )

Well theres not much to say. I'm up, i've got to work in a half hour. But I slept better for the first time than I have in over a week. I talked to jon again today. After talking to him three times yesterday. My phone bill is going to be outragous. But it is worth it to hear his voice. he started a new fulltime job today. that means as ( Read more... )

Well i was in a good mood...okay i was trying to fake a good mood. I haven't had much sleep in the last two days. I've been visiting my bestfriend's parent's farm. they're having a tough time with the new baby horses. all are on a tight line. I have to work tonight and haven't had much sleep ( Read more... )