so...i just...i don't understand myself. i don't understand myself and why i always allow things to become bad. i know it's going to end badly, i know it's going to end. because i, YES I, constantly fuck myself over. and i don't understand why. maybe i'm just having these feelings because i'm pmsing...i'm not sure. but i just don't get it. i ( Read more... )

FEAR-OF SOMEONE ELSE CONTROLLING THE WORLD BESIDES AMERICA ( Read more... )

dear ilene roaumvongsor ( Read more... )

button eyed ( Read more... )

well i'm in ga. and i'm kind of bored at the moment but otherwise i've been having a really good time down here. meeting cool people and stuff. i miss my friends in burlington though, and i'm kind of concerned about work. there was a misunderstanding and i hope i don't get fired. but whatever. i don't know, at the moment i'm pretty content ( Read more... )

i have nothing exciting to really say. but...i am happy. actually. a little bored, but happy. oh yeah, I GOT A JOB! I GOT A JOB, A JOB, JOB, JOB, JOB!!!!!!!!! JOB=MONEY!!! JOB=MONEY=CLOTHES!!!!!!! which means, ilene, you get more clothes...and yes i'll get you a job. and then we can work together! "so happy together...blah blah blah" ( Read more... )

oi crickee. i'm really bored and it's the summer. so i've been thinking about a lot of things...like random things that happen to mean a lot to you...but not to anyone else. and it's just weird. because no one can be inside you and experience exactly what you have or know really your whole point of view on it, so you feel really alienated and ( Read more... )

sweet, pure, emerald ( Read more... )

well today i was sick...or more like this morning. i really didn't want to go to school anyway. i wish i got more sleep. then i wouldn't feel this way. i'm such a lazy ass though ( Read more... )

so after the degrassi post i decided i'd post for real. everything has been going pretty good so far actually. not that i'm doing stuff i'm supposed to, like study and do homework...but i'm starting to feel better about myself and generally everything. even though i bitch about being single a bunch...i'm really proud of myself. 4 MONTHS ( Read more... )