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I headed to the farmer's market after work and bought myself flowers. There's something about bright, fresh blossoms in my room that really makes me happy. I guess it's a small reminder of natural beauty. Living in southern California, there's so many false aesthetics pushed upon you everyday. I spend my life working in a mall, waiting on fake ( Read more... )

oh crap I think I'm officially addicted to kawaii stationary. I was hoping to avoid that.

When I started this journal I promised myself I'd write in it everyday... oops ( Read more... )

Things are going well. I've sworn off drinking for 1 month, in order to detox and get healthy again. I've also started learning Japanese, although it's only from a book & audio cd because I have no time for classes right now. Hopefully I can follow it well enough. I just bought the cutest kawaii stationary and stickers and can't wait for them to ( Read more... )

I am so exhausted. I think I've done a little too much drinking this week. I haven't had much, but I've drank every night, and then gotten up for work at 9am. <-- stupid. I also have to work 7 days in a row this week, which is tiring, but thankfully I have two more days left and then I can RELAX and sleep in and get things done ( Read more... )

I'm so terrified that the U.S. may invade Iran. I don't know the details, but they think that Iran may have supplied Iraq with weapons, and knowing our president, I'm worried. I just want all of this to end.

Valentine's Day. And what did I do? I ate chocolate, pms-ed, read Nana, and worked by myself for 5 hours. But I'm actually not bitter this year. I haven't had a boy to spend v-day with for 2 years now, but I finally didn't care. Last year I worked and got hit on by this creepy guy who later asked me if we sold any hentai. But this year, I thought ( Read more... )

I need to begin eating well again. I've been feeling so sluggish and weak. As much as I would love to live off of pizza and soda like some 13 year old boy, I don't feel good unless I'm eating healthy foods. I should start to work out again too, so I can feel stronger. Anyway, that's all boring ( Read more... )