seriously thinking of running away. but maybe that's not the best way to deal with problems....

I've been having mad fun the past couple of days. wooh! went up to bob's monday to make flyers for roommates and they look super cool and we talked about a lot of stuff and burned cds. it's weird talking about past relationships and bringing up things that I've never really talked much about before, and things that I've thought a lot about but ( Read more... )

yesterday while walking to the grocery store with my friend Alan, a random guy approached me.
"Cait?"
-"huh?"
"are you cait?"
-"ummmm... yeah?"
yelling at me about some sidewalk grafitti down the block, starting to get beligerent 
"what are you going to do about that back there? you know I live across the street I have to see that every day... "  
his ( Read more... )

I got back from SO6. it was so amazing, I really learned a lot from the talks, it raised new questions and ideas... it was cool. More about it later. We stayed in a hostel in harlem and my mom would totally freak out if she knew that but it really wasn't bad. (I just felt gross using the showers) Alan and I were pretty much broke and couldn't ( Read more... )

NYPIRG's made up of a bunch of hippie liberal bourgeios democrat college students who listen to nothing but reggae all the time. (barf) flashback to my entire 4 year relationship with Corey. they think all the world's problems will be solved if you vote for the right party. They say they're non partisan but they have all these "VOTE!" posters up ( Read more... )

tattoos. (so pretty) I think I want wings tattooed on my feet. like that greek guy... yeah. hmmmmmm

Ithaca is such a wonderful place to know people ( Read more... )

WHY... at least once in my life, can't I meet a normal guy? normal guys don't like me, I always attract the psychos and maniacs and creepy old weirdos. Girls don't like me either because all the ones I know are straight or creepy and they try to molest me. And why is it that no matter where I go, I'm surrounded by alcoholics? It's really depressing ( Read more... )

So I have to find a job and a new place to live. The problem though, is that jobs always take so long to hire you... (why do they like to fuck around with people? I don't get it...) So currently I have about $400 in the bank which will just barely pay the bills this month and next month's rent. I still need to pay next month's bills though (which $ ( Read more... )

Previously sucky person doesn't suck quite as much now. I feel better.

Edit: no, he still sucks. grrrrr

today's a lazy day. I felt like I needed to change my hair again so I dyed it black. Anything to fight the boredom. I really need to start a job soon... damn freakin' phone's not working. more annoyances. T-mobile said I could keep my phone number ( Read more... )