before you read this... pack a lunch

[faerie_belle]

ok... so i thought that one night i would sit down and write everything that i was thinking just so i could get it down and it would no longer plauge me as i am trying to fall asleep at night. well, as you all have, i guess, assumed... that isn't going to happen... at least not in one sitting... I am not saying that you guys need to read this or

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[far_fr0mperfect]

so this is purely going to be honest and heartfelt. ashley, i know we didnt get as close as we should have while you were in caz, but honestly, every single day when i walked into school with a fake smile on and just pretended to be happy. seriously, just walking by you and you smiling and just saying 'hey mary', sometimes made my days so much better. you seriously could put me in such a good mood and you didnt even know it. i had so much fun with you when i spent time with you. like during the plays and everything. trust me, i understand what you went through here, and i know its not easy. i hate watching everyone else be perfect and living perfect lives while mine is so far from. you are such a beautiful person and i never want you to ever think differently. you have so much to give and i am so happy i got to know you. i wish you the best of luck with everything<3

[dawnafterdusk]

Dearest Ashley-ma-tastic

[realtanya15]

It does make me sad that we weren't able to get as close as we both would have liked. But it doesn't mean our friendship can't grow...granted we can't see eachother but we can still talk on IM and Livejournal.
Keep your head up, kiddo
Love,
Tanya

[klimtog52]

i read everyone else's letters too. Now i feel like some kind of crazy interloper spy of death in your relationships. Hah. Sorry. It kind of feels like i was reading someone's yearbook or intercepting their mail. I feel dirty. *grin*

And i probably should have packed a lunch, this was long. :D

But, thank you, ashley. I really do love you so much. And it hurts me a little that we didnt' hang out more. Cause of course we saw each other in school, fooled around in chorus, hung out after school once in a while, but i never like, sat you down and was all "YO, YOU COMIN' OVAH THIS WEEKEND, BITCH." Oh well, it's not too late. :D When you come back up next summer, you're sleeping over. MMK? K.

*love*

[tuokool_em]

Random story time from Emily!:

So right after you pulled away, Cassie and I were standing by the picnic table hugging each other, and Lisa was sitting there, and she started singing 'Friends' and it just made Cassie and I bawl even more! Curse that song for always making me cry!

But I managed to make it all the way through the last time we sang it at Vaspers! 'Cuz, ya know what? It's true. ♥ It's not a sad song! It's a song that reminds us of how strong friendships can be, and how strong ours is. ^^ So. Yeah.

I LOVE YOOUUU!!

[tuokool_em]

...I totally spelled 'Vespers' wrong... x.x"