*paws at her, tail wagging slightly* Minxy??? I'm sorry, once again in my attempts to do something good i do something bad. Maybe it would be better if I just stayed out of your life, then nothing bad would happen, least not by my doing, which seems to be where most of it stems from... *whines* I told you to be careful... I know I did...he's not the same person, he will use you as one of his toys unless you know how to use him back!! I never tried to break through... as far as i knew you let me in... but i'll leave... i'll wait outside for you to call me back. I love you Minx, really I do, something like me, doesn't give love or trust out freely... you know this... i know you know this...i'm sorry... *walks off ears down tail lowered in defeat*
how can i save you when i can not even save myself? I think i have to go away for a while after last night, i'll tell you about that on sunday. i dont know what to do about the baby, i dont know if i can love it or not, and that's not fair to it. i wanted this baby out of love, and all i seem to be doing now is using it for revenge. and i hate myself for that
( ... )
Well now...I am confused. I am not trying to be mean, just pointing out something I notice. You say you want someone to try and make you feel like a goddess, something special, that you want people to love and care, but you also say to the people to care about you to stop trying to get to you inside the shell. Now, I may be wrong, but if the people that cared about you stopped trying to get in and help you, wouldn't that prove that they don't care at all? Those of us that do care are not going to quit trying to help you, because that defeats the purpose of caring.
I mean for anyone that hasn't already broken through. I don't want you or any of the few that really do care to stop caring cuz then I'd really go insane. *smiles lightly*
Comments 6
Reply
Reply
Reply
I love you Krystal, and you know this. I am trying...I swear.
I love you and I'll see you later.
Reply
Reply
Reply
Leave a comment