i feel all wierd, mopey and depressed. maybe cuz i'm nearing that time, or maybe i'm picking up on a possibly non-existant vibe from someone. there are more similarities popping up, and today, they just hit me hard. i want to cry, but i'm not sure i can. but now, talking about it, getting my feelings out, i just might be able to ( Read more... )

i got user pics finally!!!!!

(thanks kim)(xoxoxoxo!)

well, i finally went to the doctor, and it was confirmed, i do have a bladder infection. but i got antibiotics and am feeling much better today. (thank god ( Read more... )

yeah, life's going good except for the fact that i think i have a bladder infection, and i dont really have money or the means to go to a doctor. any suggestions on how to cure it, even homeopathically? (note, i do have limits ( Read more... )

i'm slightly confused, or maybe confused isnt the right word for what i'm feeling right now. i have all these feelings inside, but since certain people and my relationships with them are too much like previous ones, i'm wondering, is history repeating itself? and if it is, it's happening very rapidly. 4 months took place in the span of 3 1/2 ( Read more... )

i miss people... and alone time.. tabitha. and matt. oh well, we find it and take it when we can.

tomorrow we're going to the magic kingdom (he actually has mon. off, not tues). so our date has been postponed. oh well. we'll just go to red lobster later. (or chili's...) mmmm... chili's....

okay, time for bed.

ethan is wierder than a vagina...

just thought you guys should know.
(ryan said so)

even though i work a disneyworld, i have the exact same job as i did back in texas. retail, wonderful as it is, with the large amounts of cash and multitudes of credit cards, sucks because of the stupid people who dont know snow white from sleeping beauty and ask for things that are right in front of them. i hear the same things everyday, "can ( Read more... )

well, i got out of work at 5:15p and the bus left at 5:10p, so i get to hang out in the learning center until the next bus comes at 6:00p. ugh. the bus schedules piss me off so much. well, my route anyways. i have to work on the only bus route that runs only one bus. mine comes every 50 mins, so either i have like 5-10 mins to get to work or ( Read more... )

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