I wish...so badly...that I were in love right now...because Phantom has driven me mad.

Jan 30, 2005 00:51

Don’t trust me with anything important: I lose things. Keys, ID‘s, jeans…. Sometimes I lose irreplaceable things, like friends… like love. When I’m lucky, they find their way back. Other times, it’s understood that they will not. Now, the nice thing about hearts is that while they’re irreplaceable, they also happen to be resilient. I was ( Read more... )

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Little thought littlegirl January 30 2005, 14:04:40 UTC
Attraction, love, most emotions, are tricky little devils, you can't really pin them down and your mind plays along with them, mixing the wires on the switchboard to get you confused as to if you're feeling something or not, or telling you something that just isn't true so that you don't pay attention to that little man behind the green curtain. Ironically, when you are feeling something, you know--but it's inexplicable, and if you're not careful you may forget what knowing feels like and then begin to doubt again once that knowing passes. But you will always know sometime again, you just don't and can't know when. (Wow, that rhymed!)

The book Phantom also drove me mad--there was something about it that awakened a longing in me which I couldn't at all figure out because I didn't feel like it was that well written.. but.. *shrug*

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mydreamysocks January 30 2005, 20:13:48 UTC
probably alittle of both!!!

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Another little thought steelharbinger January 31 2005, 14:47:49 UTC
You will be yourself again soon enough. You have this wonderful gift of emotional endurance that has kept you from throwing yourself headlong into a bad situation so far, it should see you through.

In the meantime until you fall in love, there's always gaming.

You will be corrupted soon enough, I promise you that!

*evil laughter*

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Re: Another little thought dariussilver February 1 2005, 00:27:14 UTC
I Blame neal for your fear of dorkdom...

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