What I hate the most...

[faeriechild]

The worst part of feeling like you're losing you're mind is that you're thoughts seem so loud. It feels like they're screaming in you're head and echoing through your skull; anyone near you, anyone in the same room, hell, even people in the car next to you on the road can hear you're thoughts. And you spend so much time wondering if they really

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[dwarf020]

yeah. for me, it's more of a great anxiety that one day i will reach a point where i've secumb to the insanity. that i no longer war with myself internally, because i lost. i often feel like i'm slowly slipping, and there's nothing to be done about it.

I just hope...

[faeriechild]

that when one of us finally completely loses it, that they take the rest of us with them. That way, none of us will ever have to be completely alone in our insanity and misery. I'd rather go down with someone else then have to worry that when I lose it, I'll be alone, lost and completely gone from everyone.

Anyways, its a comfort to know I'm not the only one barely gripping to this side sanity. If you ever need to talk or anything else, I'm here.