well i'm sorry if i misunderstood, this hasnt exactly been the easiest thing for me to take in. every time i said that i loved you i meant it,you really were the best thing to ever happen to me. then it seemed like all of a sudden out of nowhere, you dont like me anymore. do you think i can just take that in my stride? ive never been depressed before like i am now, and i have had it pretty bad sometimes. all the time we spent together, the memories, it seems like you dont care about them. if i'm taking everything a little too personal, then i'm sorry, i cant help that.
Okay, every time I said it to you I meant it too. Sorry I seem like a complete bitch but I can't help that my feelings changed. Would you rather I'd kept pretending that I felt something when I didn't? I'm really sorry you feel the way you do, but can I turn back time and take back what I did? No. And I wouldn't. Yeah, the times we spent together were great, and of course I care about them. I'm not THAT insensitive, I thought you might've known that, seeings as we've known each other what, almost two years? Yeah
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argh, i'm sorry i put it like that. ive been thinking about it all day and i feel like a complete asshole for doing this. ive realised i'm the only one causing anything worse to happen, i'm the one stirring the things up, i'm the only one whos unhappy, and i need to stop pushing it onto other people. i would apologise if you werent sick of hearing me say sorry.
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