i am considering a maintainance boy. i mean, he is a janitor. i'm considering dating a janitor. that is how much i've changed. and guess what, darlings... i think its a good thing. i have this whole new life. i am very particular about who is in my life, what i do, who i see, what i allow myself to say. i'm not feeling powerless. i'm a whole new ( Read more... )

everyone who prayed i'd find my wallet? thanks! found it at work.

and today, i got the sixth season of buffy on dvd. i want so much to have the third. thats the one with oz...

they are selling the 2nd. i'm hopefully getting that one tomorrow if it is still there. only 20-!

so...i lost my wallet. i don't know where. i hope i find it immediately, as it has my social security, insurance cards, and i.d.
good news: buffy season five was on sale for 20- at borders. bought it.

everybody pray i find my wallet....

had a great time hanging out with my friend erica last night and stuff. massage and sushi and weird video and stuff. stuff stufff. life is good. knd f sad, because i don't want to work tonight. i want to go to see steve who is down from new hampshire, but he is gaming tonight and leaving tomorrow. oh well.hung out with my dad last night too. and ( Read more... )

blargh? today i am back to work after my weekend off. yesterday was just crazy. saturday was great. i modeled for lauren and katherine's party was great.. yesterday was just weird though. anniversary of uncle's suicide and all. i visited my former teacher and she fought with her husband and i burst into tears out of nowhere. ate an awkward meal. ( Read more... )

i finally figured out how to filter ( Read more... )

in less than 17 years, i'll be 40.

my hair is wet.

off to work now!

my laptop broke and i lost all my music. thousands and thousands of songs gone.i cried. hopefully, we can salvage the harddrive ( Read more... )

have to go to work in one minute, but i'm writing this entry to praise the day. yay day with it's wind and brisk air. especially when the october wind...

and i'll finish that tonight.

i feel like i should write something since so much has been happening. work at the hospital is great. i'm great friends with anisa. she and i go to karaoke. i know her from target, but the hospital has great people too. every day, dr. spaz gets paged and i laugh. "Dr. Spaz... Dr. Spazz?" i make good sandwiches. feel like arthur dent as the sandwich ( Read more... )