(it's hard to dance with a devil on your back.)

[faeriemaiden]

Wow. Um. Today was worse than expected.

Last night: came home, was tired, especially as the winds were out in full force battering my poor bicycle back down the road -- o, how I love the howling of the wind! O HOW I DO NOT LOVE IT ANYMORE WHEN I AM TRYING TO BICYCLE HOME STRAIGHT INTO IT. The first time it happened was also the time I'd forgotten my

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[ambergold]

honey...you need to quit. That's all there is to it. You don't have to have a why for why it stresses you out so much. That's bs that the world tells you. All that matters is that it DOES, and it's your life, and trust me, the longer this goes on the closer you'll get to a nervous breakdown, and it's always REALLY HARD physically on your body to be in that much distress. Quit. Just do it. Nothing could be worse than this.

Also why don't you get a master's and become a librarian? Is it just money? Because there is a LOT of funding for grad school these days...especially if your family is already poor