Big decisions

[faerychild88]

People used to tell me that I was a smart girl. Lately I've been wondering if I am hell-bent on proving them wrong. Of leaving my potential unfulfilled. I feel stupid. . . .or rather, not stupid, but like my brain is deteriorating from lack of use. My mind is a tool that is starting to rust over. Maybe I'm just lazy. Maybe I'm unmotivated. . . .or

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[etherealgoddess]

Man I wish I was looking into all those colleges. or rather that they were looking at me. and I know that dumb girl feeling. I felt it all last week and during my last final. I hope my grade is a B or higher. *crosses fingers* I doubt it though. Hang in there and gimme a call sometime before you take off to places this summer.

Andrea