It's time for an update. . . .and it's time for a HAPPY update at that! Holy lord, I was in such a bad place when I wrote that last entry. There have only been a few times when I have seriously been afraid for my life, and that was one of them ( Read more... )

Crappy, crappy, crappy oh-so-crappy

I'm losing it, and I'm afraid I'm at the end of my rope. It's a scary thought. What lies beyond the edge of sanity? I don't think I want to know.

I don't recognize my hand. It looks old.

I can't wait for summer. I'm never warm anymore.

Dammit, of all the stupid things

Oh my god, I LOVE my job! Seriously, the people I work with are so awesome! I'm lucky, too, because who can say that they really like their boss and all of their coworkers, and that they enjoy coming into work? Um, I CAN!!!!!

Starbucks is awesome.
You should work at Starbucks

:-)

Excuse my language, but it's late and I feel I'm entitled let loose a little bit. I've been working on an essay for 6 hours straight. I think it's done now. 6 hours. On the bright side, I'm a million times happier with it, and it is a personal essay about a person I know, so I really wanted to feel good about it. Down side? I SPENT SIX FUCKING ( Read more... )

Day 17

I'm on a roll!

:-)

~Woman ( Read more... )

Okay, so things are good right now. Really good, actually. No particular reason why. Does there need to be a reason? No. Definitely not ( Read more... )

Mmmmm mmmm, baby. . .. .It's gonna be a HAPPY NEW YEAR ( Read more... )

Ugh, I'm tired and I'm sick. It's the type of sick that doesn't go away. The type of sick that's hard to shake. The kind that you want to pretend doesn't exist. It shouldn't exist. You shouldn't exist.

I'm tired of being sick.

And I'm scared

Where do you go to escape from yourself?

Yay, I'm not sick at the moment! And I am SOOOOO happy! I love this feeling. People make me happy, sometimes. Whether it's a random outing, driving in the middle of the night, listening to loud broadway music (I'm such a geek!). . . .or a hug from a friend. Or just knowing that everything is going to be alright ( Read more... )