Sacrificing Sleep

[faetan]

I *should* be asleep, but instead I just wound up giggling idiotically over old logs I managed to dig up, while also cringing at my old entries. I was so whiny. And I posted so many dang memes! I know that's part of growing up, but I still feel embarrassed. I even deleted an old entry that was just too shamefully hateful. I'm not proud of who

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[theeternalmind]

Oh man, I hear you there re: old entries. I private-locked a bunch of my old entries a while back and I had quite a few "oh my god past me, shut the fuck up" moments. I had some moments like that when reading old logs too, at that... I wonder if the feeling of looking back at your past self and being really embarrassed by her ever goes away.

[faetan]

Ah ha ha, probably not! At least there are some good moments to counterbalance the bad, right? There are definitely some things I wrote that were better than I thought they'd be, and I remember your posts being particularly good! Really, I'm surprised so many people stuck with me as long as they did despite my childishness. That's kind of heartwarming.