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January: OK! something needs to be cleared up! i did not break up with Elias because of or for Leo.
February: still sick. feel like crying. Leo couldn't come. again. not his fault. not anyone's fault actually. but still, tears.
March: (i'm cheating, i need two) Leo asked me out, so we're official. YAY. // i don't need a fucking title. what i care about is that he's most likely going to Iraq. people are going to be trying to kill him.
April: hallo from Deutschland! so yeah, things are going well. my grammar is now not so good because i have learned to speak like them so that they will understand what i say.
May: Leo came to school today. fucking weirdest day of my life.
June: then Jill's gaduation party in which i played football and got broken. it was SOOO much fun! but now my ankle is in a wrap and my neck can't handle the amount of force it takes to hold up my head when the car goes around a corner. huh. SOOO MUCH FUN THOUGH!
July: on friday i spent some time with MC
on saturday i spent some time with MC
on sunday i spent some time with MC
on monday i spent some time with MC
i just got back from hanging out with MC
August: hey ya'll!!! i DYED MY HAIR! i'm a BLONDE! oh i'm SO just kidding. i did dye it though. it's black now.
September: he kissed me on becca's porch with the rain coming down around us. he told me there was a question he had to ask me, he said "it's pretty obvious." "oh really?" "so...will you?"
October: LISA IS HERE!!! and i love her! SO much fun to have her around! AAAHHHH!!!! her english is perfect (of course) and she's really nice. she even thinks it's funny when we ride with Noel downtown blasting songs that suck. (not that i don't love "who let the dogs out" Noel. don't worry)
November: i had the sweetest birthday EVER!!! so first of all, it lasted five days! i got awesome presents/hugs/wishes from all of my friends! my boyfriend sang/played the piano for me in front of the acting class - an original composition no less! and i have three cakes! i am one happy person.
December: i was on the callback list today. HAHAHAHAHA. well, at least i know i'm in. i can't WAIT for cast list tomorrow!
so that was 2005. it was a good year. it was a learning year. i am quite pleased with myself.