i wonder if u even care. do i ever actully cross ur mind? do u intentionally do things to hurt me? or is it just because ur so self centered that you hurt me without even knowing it? Are you really this big of a jerk? or is this just a show? i just want a little of your time.... i just want you to acknowledge me and make me feel like i'm worth ( Read more... )

so today Mr. Calise said something that hit me... so i'm gonna post it he goes
"ya know, sometimes when some one hurts you, it's not your fault. Sometimes when you are rejected by someone it is really their problem and not yours. A lot of people blame themselves when you shouldn't"
that really made sense to me... i wish that i could actully live by

so i have returned alive and fully unharmed from my trip... this weekend was nuts, let me recap a bit for you ( Read more... )

so i'm leaving in about an hour for OC... i'm excited..but scared... i've never driven that far yet! and yea jewys gonna be with me but she'll be sleeping the whole time and i'll be alone! GR! but i can't WAIT to c my lisa ( Read more... )

so i went shopping today... it was fun... got sum stuff... ya kno how it is... i saw Luis... i can't help but feel bad for him while i'm really laughing LOl poor kid... Heidy.. o man... poor Luis ( Read more... )

so today, Seamus is driving and he squeezes past another car, just barely, and he goes "i fat" .. instead of "i fit" and that was funny.. haha

AOmeL143: hey there gurlie ( Read more... )

hey there guys... "whats chunking?" as my brother would say ( Read more... )

so i spent another 2 hours of my life in the hospital today. More tests and such. I am now on 4 new meds, i had to get a chest x-ray done.. its really not fun, y can't they just figure out whats wrong with me?! i freaking hate this ( Read more... )

so lemme tell u how friday night was one of the best nights i've had in a long time... School of Rock was one of the funniest movies i've ever seen... then "The Fat Cat" or whateva,, y must things change? and bobby.. omg bobby and his shoe.. and bryan and the roof... climbing on the roof, thats true friendship... and the fights with 13 year olds ( Read more... )