God, why does life have to be so fucking hard? why are you making Allen fall for me and have me have to tell him that i wont go out with him?!? *frustrated sigh* life sucks and i wish i were dead ( Read more... )

*cut* *cut* *cut* *watches blood flow* its kinda nice i think... to cut away the pain and all the thoughts that i constently dwell on driving me to the brink of insanity... i no i sound like some maniac who goes on killing sprees, but thats not me at all. those who know me know id never even hurt a fly (but i hurt myself because, like dirt, i have ( Read more... )

arg is right. im sitting here eating a MilkyWay and thinking God im going to be so fucking fat!!! wait i already am. ok ill be even MORE fat. great. just great. but what do i do when i get bored? i eat and as you all know, im bored so im eating and feeling sick cuse i can just FEEL the fat starting to pile on. i hate it!!! maybe ill just throw it ( Read more... )

( Read more... )

hee hee i have ice cream!!!!!!!!! lol im such a spaz. but you love me anyway...or at least i hope so... lol i no you do!
~kube~
@>~~~~~~ lookie! itsa rose!!!! yay!

yes im bored off my ass. to the point of where i just dont want to move my fingers to type this in an attempt to amuse myself. blah i have a cold and my head hurts. damn. kubes bored kubes bored kubes bored kubes bored kubes bored kubes bored kubes bored kubes bored kubes bored kubes bored kubes bored kubes bored (i no this might be getting ( Read more... )

ever feel like youre just out of place but in a bad way? thats how i feel right now... just...wrong. like i just dont belong anywhere. not in school, not at home, not even in my group of friends. i feel so detatched from the rest of the world and like i shouldnt be alive cuse no one wants me around. i cut yesterday and i hit a vein and now all ( Read more... )

arg! im so fucking pissed at this girl i shall call ... Mary. i IMed her on Sat. rite b4 i was going to the TC w/ TK and she was just bitching at me 4 no reason! now im talking to her and shes acting like everything is just peachy. i should have listened to what everybody says about her. that would have saved me a lot of hurt feelings (not to ( Read more... )

( Read more... )

( Read more... )