the next few days especially- i'm gonna be obsessive compulsive with checking my e-mail
surprisingly enough: today was a really good day. i didn't take any pictures but not to worry. if all goes well i should be able to post some.. hopefully within the next few days. the sooner the better<3
today basically started when i got to church, jake called me over, and i met tiff. he said something about me being cool, and liking nfg. haha, anyway we went inside and i sat next to andy. because i felt like actually talking/getting to know people today. my mom ended up coming over and saying she might not want to go to jareds thing today, and andy offered to bring me there because there was still one extra seat in the car. eventually my mom decided she would go. but when they left (early) jake and tiff told me to come with them, so i did. i think we left around 11:45 and got there around 12:30, maybe 12:45? the thing didn't start til 1- so we sorta just all hung out for a while. when matt got there (around 1) i ended up talking to him a lot. i realllyyy wish i asked him for his screen name. [perhaps i'll ask jake next time hes online] i found out he works at mcdonalds (i'm assuming in walpole?) and is working monday, tuesday and friday this week. haha, i'm not obsessive i promise. hes just ..cool. but yah. tiff is really cool. and the girl elyse (she had to leave at 3) was also very cool. i love the kind of people that you can just meet and end up talking like you're the best of friends.
anyway, what almost bugged me.. jake was being pretty over protective over tiff. because she kept flirting with andy, and vice versa. and he even said something about how its weird because if they weren't going out, she'd probly be going out with andy. [of course neither of them were around when he said this] i found out from elyse that they haven't even kissed yet. which theres nothing wrong with, but when we were all in the back [later] all of the "older teens" and us were sittin around in a circle (i ended up gettin up to play frisbee some more with matt and aaron) and they all started chanting for jake and tiff to kiss. but they wouldn't. she kept looking off (i think at andy?) and jake kept looking over here, or at least coincidently whenever i looked over. which was the almost bugging part :). i kinda feel bad for him, because you can tell he likes her more than she seems to like him. ....i only saw dan for a few minutes today, which sucked because i've been meaning-to-want-to-talk to him. he was just showing off his guitar skills, and showing off the new song his band wrote. or something. while jake was showing off his piano skills. and matt aaron and tiff were playing video games. alex and i were watching.
not much else to say really. today was really good/fun though.. at about 5 johnny left with jared to bring him down to the cape, and he'd be gone until sometime in october. well, for 10 days in october. i went home with my mom not too long after that. sadly having to leave playing frisbee, with aaron (who's jakes lil cousin.. probly around 10?), matt, alex, jake and tiff. if you can't tell i was with them all day. but of course, i didn't leave before getting andys sn/e-mail and giving him mine. because i'm forcing him to send me the pictures. theres this one of jared and him that i really wanted. the only other pic i know that was taken was the one of jake and tiff. cuttee. my mom mentioned a month or 2 ago or something about after jared leaves, johnny said they might move back to walpole. i asked her about it on the way home and she said she'd mention it to him next time she saw him. in my opinion? GOOD IDEA. DO IT. still about 25 minutes away, but thats about a half hour closer. definitely someone i wouldn't mind hanging out with more.
on another note: i know my last entry mentioned something about "i might like so and so.." but i realized i don't. maybe just maybe there might be someone else. and if you're good at picking up hints/putting together obvious clues, you'll be able to guess. crazy enough- it wouldn't be for only shallow reasons! haha.. but i have a feeling its one of those, "well i've been looking for someone to like, and after hanging out with you all day, you're cool..hmm.." cooool kiddsss<3
best of luck to jared in the marines.<3
*sighhh* i really want someone to like. suggestions/ideas are gladly accepted. in no way does that mean i'll listen. haha... man, i just realized how desperate this makes me sound. let me assure you: if i was really that desperate, i wouldn't be single. i just don't like him so =) ..whatever, i'll uhh, update again. later. eye.elle.why.less.than.three
today basically started when i got to church, jake called me over, and i met tiff. he said something about me being cool, and liking nfg. haha, anyway we went inside and i sat next to andy. because i felt like actually talking/getting to know people today. my mom ended up coming over and saying she might not want to go to jareds thing today, and andy offered to bring me there because there was still one extra seat in the car. eventually my mom decided she would go. but when they left (early) jake and tiff told me to come with them, so i did. i think we left around 11:45 and got there around 12:30, maybe 12:45? the thing didn't start til 1- so we sorta just all hung out for a while. when matt got there (around 1) i ended up talking to him a lot. i realllyyy wish i asked him for his screen name. [perhaps i'll ask jake next time hes online] i found out he works at mcdonalds (i'm assuming in walpole?) and is working monday, tuesday and friday this week. haha, i'm not obsessive i promise. hes just ..cool. but yah. tiff is really cool. and the girl elyse (she had to leave at 3) was also very cool. i love the kind of people that you can just meet and end up talking like you're the best of friends.
anyway, what almost bugged me.. jake was being pretty over protective over tiff. because she kept flirting with andy, and vice versa. and he even said something about how its weird because if they weren't going out, she'd probly be going out with andy. [of course neither of them were around when he said this] i found out from elyse that they haven't even kissed yet. which theres nothing wrong with, but when we were all in the back [later] all of the "older teens" and us were sittin around in a circle (i ended up gettin up to play frisbee some more with matt and aaron) and they all started chanting for jake and tiff to kiss. but they wouldn't. she kept looking off (i think at andy?) and jake kept looking over here, or at least coincidently whenever i looked over. which was the almost bugging part :). i kinda feel bad for him, because you can tell he likes her more than she seems to like him. ....i only saw dan for a few minutes today, which sucked because i've been meaning-to-want-to-talk to him. he was just showing off his guitar skills, and showing off the new song his band wrote. or something. while jake was showing off his piano skills. and matt aaron and tiff were playing video games. alex and i were watching.
not much else to say really. today was really good/fun though.. at about 5 johnny left with jared to bring him down to the cape, and he'd be gone until sometime in october. well, for 10 days in october. i went home with my mom not too long after that. sadly having to leave playing frisbee, with aaron (who's jakes lil cousin.. probly around 10?), matt, alex, jake and tiff. if you can't tell i was with them all day. but of course, i didn't leave before getting andys sn/e-mail and giving him mine. because i'm forcing him to send me the pictures. theres this one of jared and him that i really wanted. the only other pic i know that was taken was the one of jake and tiff. cuttee. my mom mentioned a month or 2 ago or something about after jared leaves, johnny said they might move back to walpole. i asked her about it on the way home and she said she'd mention it to him next time she saw him. in my opinion? GOOD IDEA. DO IT. still about 25 minutes away, but thats about a half hour closer. definitely someone i wouldn't mind hanging out with more.
on another note: i know my last entry mentioned something about "i might like so and so.." but i realized i don't. maybe just maybe there might be someone else. and if you're good at picking up hints/putting together obvious clues, you'll be able to guess. crazy enough- it wouldn't be for only shallow reasons! haha.. but i have a feeling its one of those, "well i've been looking for someone to like, and after hanging out with you all day, you're cool..hmm.." cooool kiddsss<3
best of luck to jared in the marines.<3
*sighhh* i really want someone to like. suggestions/ideas are gladly accepted. in no way does that mean i'll listen. haha... man, i just realized how desperate this makes me sound. let me assure you: if i was really that desperate, i wouldn't be single. i just don't like him so =) ..whatever, i'll uhh, update again. later. eye.elle.why.less.than.three