smaller, getting smaller, but i still see you
-atticus II cd is like a broken record. [well, at least the last 6 songs]
-when you're not fighting about religion or alcohol drinking; do not bring up religion or alcohol drinking to support yourself.
-tooth hurts. and because its just the back half/root, it won't come out
-THE BLED AREN'T PLAYING THE SENSES FAIL SHOW ANYMORE!! ..the last show they played in ma/ri, was april 28th at the axis with a static lullaby. my mom didn't want me to go because it was her birthday. the next show they were supposed to play, was last night with senses fail/mcr. but they didn't. which was one reason i wasn't 100% obsessive about going to it. they aren't playing warped tour here either. they're sposed to be going on tour with the used in fall. if they don't come to both lupos and avalon (NOT 18+ SHOW) i will be angry. why avalon? ..because the used is really big. but i still need to see senses fail and underoath. hopefully another good band will take the bleds place. i vote beloved (because i'm not seeing them tonight, and i need to see the creepy drummer again, muahaha) ..or every time i die.
+less than jake makes me happy. i need to see them soon. oh wait! i can! well.. next point:
-i still have no one to go to warped anniversary with me. 19 days people. i want to see less than jake. and i'd like to see soco. recover. my chemical romance. counterfit. jimmy eat world [if only they were still playing] not many other bands i'd kill myself for missing, except for uhh FINCH
+finch. friday. toads place in ct. it'll take some searching and last minute planning, but i will be going. i am aware i'm setting myself up for a let down.
-i'm exhausted and look like shit because of it
-on a related note, i couldn't get to sleep last night. it was really hot. i was listening to my cd, realized im on song 17.. i looked at the clock, 6:02. and the next thing i knew my alarm was beeping at 9:24. i pushed the sleep button 4 times, but couldn't really get back to sleep. 3 hours 2 minutes of sleep isn't enough. but it was really weird. it didn't feel like 3 hours passed. it felt like i was just laying there, really tired wanting to sleep, i look at the clock again still feeling that way and its time to get up.
..i'll do a real update later. those are just the current/first things that came to mind. i want some ice cream. or just anything cold. then maybe i'll turn on the tv, maybe take a nap. maybe print out something to give to my mom, and it will be the "jess's guide to get to finch" that makes me happy. ironically enough, even though the negatives out number the plusses by 5, i'm not in a bad/sad mood. just tired. i'm kind of trying to be hopeful about finch.
-when you're not fighting about religion or alcohol drinking; do not bring up religion or alcohol drinking to support yourself.
-tooth hurts. and because its just the back half/root, it won't come out
-THE BLED AREN'T PLAYING THE SENSES FAIL SHOW ANYMORE!! ..the last show they played in ma/ri, was april 28th at the axis with a static lullaby. my mom didn't want me to go because it was her birthday. the next show they were supposed to play, was last night with senses fail/mcr. but they didn't. which was one reason i wasn't 100% obsessive about going to it. they aren't playing warped tour here either. they're sposed to be going on tour with the used in fall. if they don't come to both lupos and avalon (NOT 18+ SHOW) i will be angry. why avalon? ..because the used is really big. but i still need to see senses fail and underoath. hopefully another good band will take the bleds place. i vote beloved (because i'm not seeing them tonight, and i need to see the creepy drummer again, muahaha) ..or every time i die.
+less than jake makes me happy. i need to see them soon. oh wait! i can! well.. next point:
-i still have no one to go to warped anniversary with me. 19 days people. i want to see less than jake. and i'd like to see soco. recover. my chemical romance. counterfit. jimmy eat world [if only they were still playing] not many other bands i'd kill myself for missing, except for uhh FINCH
+finch. friday. toads place in ct. it'll take some searching and last minute planning, but i will be going. i am aware i'm setting myself up for a let down.
-i'm exhausted and look like shit because of it
-on a related note, i couldn't get to sleep last night. it was really hot. i was listening to my cd, realized im on song 17.. i looked at the clock, 6:02. and the next thing i knew my alarm was beeping at 9:24. i pushed the sleep button 4 times, but couldn't really get back to sleep. 3 hours 2 minutes of sleep isn't enough. but it was really weird. it didn't feel like 3 hours passed. it felt like i was just laying there, really tired wanting to sleep, i look at the clock again still feeling that way and its time to get up.
..i'll do a real update later. those are just the current/first things that came to mind. i want some ice cream. or just anything cold. then maybe i'll turn on the tv, maybe take a nap. maybe print out something to give to my mom, and it will be the "jess's guide to get to finch" that makes me happy. ironically enough, even though the negatives out number the plusses by 5, i'm not in a bad/sad mood. just tired. i'm kind of trying to be hopeful about finch.