I just burried another dog. This time instead of it being my grandmother's it was ours. My brother saw it happen and started crying hard. And he saw the person drive away. So I burried another animal at the fault of another human. And so goes another wave of hate that I will carry for awhile. I can't really express the whole of what I'm feeling ( Read more... )

I feel like making a stranger cry.

Today this girl asked me to go to the movies today to see Matchstick Men. So I said ok. and then I went home and on the way I stopped to get gas. I looked in my wallet to see what money I had and then I got some change out of the ash tray to get and Icee. After that I forgot to take my keys out of the ignition so when I got out I locked my keys in ( Read more... )

2 of my wisdom teeth are coming in, I like the way they feel.

I felt the pulse cut in half and read children books of the deaf. The damn hairlips that grace the faces of the children destined for hell. All for a man who went to heaven after basically pissing on god. At the same time booklets teach us that the teeth we carry are supposed to be treated a certain way. But I with my lack of commitment and ( Read more... )

Something bad happened today. Aweful ( Read more... )

2 twelve hour days in a truck isn't fun. Especially when you can't sleep and are stuck listening to talk radio. Fuck talk radio.

I leave for Minnesota in 5 hours. I haven't packed yet. I haven't finished the cd's yet. My legs are falling asleep and it feels pretty good. It's all tingly. Like if I threw up so much that I started to get weak. It's probably because I didn't sleep much Friday night, and then last night I didn't fall asleep till late, and most of the night was ( Read more... )

I leave for Minnesota in 2 days. Then I have 13 days of not being home. That's 7 days in the woods with no human contact other than my uncle, 2 days in a bunk house waiting to leave or wating to head home, and 4 days of driving. that's 13 days of me arguing with myself and trying to entertain myself ( Read more... )

I had a messed up dream last night ( Read more... )