hush can you hear. the sound of a life wasting away ( Read more... )

i dont really understand but all the seems to ever happen in my life is pretty much shitty. for the past month and a half i was all eager that i was going to get back some real money for taxes this time,, but fuck that there making me pay an extra $400 because i made to much.. i dont understand i have to take care of my shit. i need to stop wasting ( Read more... )

your kiss placed
placed in jar
forever captive
and breathless
as the hands of
time turn
seconds into
hours desperately
trying to hold
an eternity of
love.

undeniable identity ( Read more... )

calm my touch to sooth this movement while my fingers try and key this emotion from the piano that sits in front of me. things are hard this time around and i cant find the motivation i need. so again like always ill repeat what i already have created ( Read more... )

dark that shows a sense of anxiety that cannot be controlled, though the feelings push me through the day. still i think about things to many things and to many people that arent around, or maybe have never even been around. obsessive characteristics make the inexplicable. understanding towards every emotion but no grasp towards the direction of ( Read more... )

conjured and wrapped within the deepest desires of my resting eyes. you are there, most beautiful, an unrecognizable face cast out in shadow but the sunlight behind your structure speaks i have been waiting for you. the warmth thats escapes my mouth with each breath spirals into the crisp air of this autumn morning. the dead leaves fall and echo ( Read more... )

to what seems a neverending wait,, all that can be done. cold nights frightened by the thought of being lost, lost with no one looking, searching, being struck with reason. and though i feel this way today , might a be a different person tomorrow. because in the end no matter who this one may be.., everything created in this time will make it all ( Read more... )

tonights the night ( Read more... )

thought i kept seeing someone i did not know. tonight i went to see fata reggie and alkaline its was a good show though i mainly went to see fata again.. there deep i dig it and they have a book coming out,, chris was chillen with them he was all excited but i kept calling him a fuckin stalker. then jenny was trying to pimp the bassist then only to ( Read more... )