I don't know how to be friends with you and NOT be sexual! I never thought we'd be in the same country and NOT be having sex... But then I never imagined something like you not telling me you were in a relationship when I was clearly coming somewhere to see you. I will never fully understand that one, unless you one day have an epiphany (or admit ( Read more... )

All of my friends could see how much I loved you and how happy you made me and how good for me you were and told me to come back here. I said, "he'll break my heart". So I guess I did know you...a bit. I just had hope. And I'm glad of that. I'm glad that as cynical and broken as I sometimes am, I still find enough hope to try - against all odds... ( Read more... )

What kills me now is knowing that because of this, the next time I SHOULD give love a go, put myself on the line and really try, I won't. I'll think back to this humiliation and anger and waste of money and I won't do what you always should: give love a chance ( Read more... )

I've had the fastest, happiest week since I came back to QT. So much to be said for not waiting on someone who'll never satisfy you ( Read more... )

Am I trying to convince myself I don't care or do I really not care anymore? It used to be that no matter what I texted, I'd go crazy waiting for a reply. Now I've put everythign I have left on the line and get no reply and I don't care, I'm not expecting one and I'm busy for the next 8 nights anyway so I may as well wait at least that long! ( Read more... )

It was a really really truly horrible thing that you did by not telling me about her. Really truly horrible. Unforgivable. How long ago did you know? How many times did I ask you if I should come here and how many chances did you have to tell me? It is unforgivable for you not to tell me. It is a life-altering mistake that I, for one, will never ( Read more... )

And you know what? I know you're sick of hearing it but trust me it's nowhere near as sick as i of feeling it. But you need to recognise that I started taking a pill just 6 weeks ago. One that is not only new to me and my body, it's new on the market. My doctor even warned me about the unusually high level of extreme side effects in her patients ( Read more... )

If I could write you a letter, so as to not hide behind a facade of this 'okayness' I'm putting on, it would go something like this ( Read more... )

i want you to fuck me like you don't care ( Read more... )

All we can choose from is hope or regret. But hope so frequently turns into heart-ache and regret is often naive or misinformed.