I've been struggling lately... personally and professionally. Anybody close to me knows this already. The universe handed me a "figure it out and do what's right for you" gift card today ( Read more... )

I'm thinking it's going to look a LOT better when it's not all blow dried and slimed into what the stylist wanted it to look like. Some tussling helped, but it's still weird in the back. We'll see!


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I hate chick flicks. They make me feel like a girl ( Read more... )

Your Social Dysfunction:
Normal

Being average in terms of how social you are, as well as the amount of self-esteem you have, you're pretty much normal. Good on you.


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I wanted to roast pumpkin seeds.... you know what that means right? Jack-o-lantern time! Took out my recent frustrations on some big orange squash.

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I'm so depressed... I don't want to move or do anything. I just want to disappear. I'm so tired of feeling so hurt and miserable. I can't even tell you why other than I feel like nobody cares a lick about me. I'm so starved for touch and affection that I can't bear to leave my room to get any. I'm so very tired of fighting to survive. I wish I ( Read more... )

After more emotional breakdown today, I realized that I'm completely overwhelmed with everything in my life. I'm trying to work through all these big ticket emotional things and it's leaving me so drained that I can't handle the day to day stuff. Been having lots of vibrant dreams when I sleep, when I actually go to bed. I'm so lonely and desperate ( Read more... )

Having a rather passionate and negative reaction to initial feedback re: cuddle parties. I thought of all people, people on my friendslist who understand, advocate, and live a polyamorous life would think of cuddle parties as a great idea and understand how much positive change it could inspire. But now that I think about it... maybe the concept ( Read more... )

I've been hearing more and more about these cuddle parties... and it sounded like a wonderful idea and I think I would benefit greatly if I went to one. So doing a quick google search lead me to www.cuddleparty.com, which unfortunately doesn't list any officially sanctioned parties in GA. However! They have a section on workshops to become a cuddle ( Read more... )

When I get overwhelmed with everyday life crap, I have a hard time processing wtf's actually wrong. I think it stems from that "I don't deserve anything" stuff... like because my life isn't in complete turmoil, I have no reason to feel cruddy, so I shouldn't. That's when I crave things like abusively aggressive sex, and sexual attraction from ( Read more... )