Wow.

[faireegirl182]

Hello kids, I hope your day is radtastic. =D

I'm so confused right now. Bryan sent me this long ass email all about his first time getting high. Not that I asked, he knows where I stand with that. It makes me angry to see him following all his mindless friends around and fucking up like them. Isn't it funny how quickly some people change their

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[bigheadphones]

I just think the pot is getting to him, he's actuing muy immature. =( I'm sorry.

[faireegirl182]

Thanks =)
Hah! I would have to agree with you on that one. He's acting muy immature, and maybe the pot got to his brain cells? Haha =p

I <33 Piper

[worldforger]

Ich hab dich lieb, Schatze.
:-*

[faireegirl182]

U kicw tiy :) Ahh, such a sweetheart <3

[faireegirl182]

Thanks =) You're the best ever. Seriously.
Yeah, I was thinking I might just do that. I certainly haven't decided what to say
if I do. I'm uber confused about it. I mean, what IS there to say?
And you're so right. I'm happier and my life is better without him. When he's around my psyche gets all screwed and I feel eww.
I know! Whores! What a sham. I was so looking forward to that. And then I was like, wait, they already aired this. Boo hiss.
Oh well, MTV2! Hooray for them! I'm so there
Happy today + tomorrow to you too!

<33

P.S. You rock my whole world

P.S.

[faireegirl182]

Bwa haha
The guy at the music store who was "totally in love with me"
Bwa hahaha
Yeah right.
But good idea anyway! =D You own

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[surrender_too]

what is so wrong with weed? everyone is making a big deal about it. pot doesnt kill you.
god. 3r9eqyu8rt fhdfq3e5rarfd

[faireegirl182]

Well, frankly I am against drugs, but if you read my entire post you saw that I do not think that pot alone is that bad, because like you said, pot never killed anybody. It's the most harmless drug there is - no more harmful than a cigarette, and I think it should be legalized. Also note that I said that it's more the people he is doing it with and the patterns he's establishing that piss me off/worry me. I still care about him even if he is a fucker, and I don't want to see bad things happen to him. That's all. The end.

Uhhmmm... Iloveyou <33

[surrender_too]

whats gonna happen to him? im not trying to come off as a bitch. but. its his choice. there not forcing him to do it.
so i dont understand why the people he was doing it with would matter?

[faireegirl182]

Nothing is gonna happen to him, unless he loses his drive. Or unless he starts using more dangerous drugs. Look I just have a problem with substance use because I have some pretty serious shit from my past related to it. It destroys lives. I'm not trying to come off as a bitch either, and I know you're not.<3 And you're exactly right, it's HIS choice, and because I recognize that I'm not going to say anything or tell him to stop. I don't tell anyone how to live their life. This is just my rant/vent space. Oh, and the people he's doing it with. See they are the ones that got him started using, he wasn't into that until they influenced him into doing it. And what bothers me about that is that I know these people aren't high in moral(not just because of this but because of other things. This one guy is basically what broke us up) and I worry that they'll start using more dangerous stuff like X and then he will too. That's all. I care. I worry.

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[psycho_guy]

sorry about the bryan letter.

but you still have me and i'll always be there for you.

love+hearts.<333333333333333333333
ps. drugs are bad

[faireegirl182]

Thank you =)

Oh man. You are so the best husband ever. 125423154351 points to you =) I'll always be there for you, too.

Love+heartssss <3333333333

P.S. Yay! Someone agrees with me! We win.