Still alive. Not sure if I want to be.

[fairest1]

Not putting this behind a cut, but fuck it, it's been a year

Comments

[driftwoodwings]

...:( yeah just because its better than all your other options doesn't mean its the -right- option. Ahhhh. I wish there was some way to get you away from all that stress. This isn't a healthy situation for you to be in. And I don't know, I just, :C... I think about you from time to time and Lee and I were talking how we hoped you were okay and how badly there was some where else we wish you could go that was better. All I can suggest is that, maybe, I don't know, remember that freedom you had out there at sea, and someday I'm sure, it will be yours again someday. Maybe not tomorrow and maybe not a while from now but I think you'll get out of there and be happy. *hug hug hug hug hug millions of hugs and brainbots*

[sithwitch13]

I'm glad to hear from you even if it's not good news, because I do worry about you. I wish I had any good suggestions, but for right now all I can say is that people here do care about you and want you to be happy. Also, I'm glad you had a warm vacation. *hug*

[redbrunja]

[hoshinekoyasha]

*hug* :(

[fig_aruna]

Just saw this...... I really hope you're much better now.:'((

[fairest1]

Thank you. It's been nearly six years; things improved after my grandmother got moved to a nursing home, and she's since passed. I made it through every bad day I didn't know if I could face, and my cats are still with me, so I'm doing well.

:)

[fig_aruna]

I'm very happy to hear that things have changed immensely for the better! (Though I'm sorry to hear that your grandmother has passed.)

I have a service dog for my PTSD, so I totally understand the healing and calming effects of animals! Hope you and yours are well. :')