Ups and downs

[fairfignewton]

The downside: You know that doc's appointment Sebastian had? Well, the doctor sprung the fact that he wanted Sebastian to have another test first before he could have his first shot. Yesterday. When he could have let him know during the SIX WEEKS between appointments that he wanted him to have this done. Also, he was pretty clear last time that

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[spiritmystery]

I can show him how to administer the shot if it is the same as mine.

[fairfignewton]

Has it gotten easier for you giving yourself the shot? Or is it still really difficult for you? Also, thanks. I hope that I can go with him for the first couple in the office, to learn how to do it too.

[spiritmystery]

Well, a year ago this month it was starting to get easier, then I had a set-back. I was ubber stressed out and I guess not breathing right when a friend gave me the shot and sent me into a full blown asthma attack and I don't have asthma! Scared the shit outta me. I'm used to the pinch now, and slowly becoming accustomed to alternating the stabbing areas like I was supposed to from the beginning, but didnt because I am a scaredy cat and don't know that much about medical stuff and scarring tissue. So it might take 10 years, but I have made progress. I have a set of 17 friends/acquaintances who have given me shots. lol. I can teach a person how to do it, like the nurse prac showed me. I just cannot stab myself, but I will fill the syringe. I wish my shot-giving friends who are queens lived closer, for with my queen fetish/obsession, I am so much more calmer around them. lol. Drag is my drug. I find it amusing how much calmer I am around them. total mood alter. They don't even have to be in drag. It's their personality and aura.