this weekend i have spent with pam, dave, and hannah and i have had the best time. we have benn working for me to earn money to go to my HIM concert and i can't wait to go with nikki. but hannah is sleeping now and she won't let me rock her to sleep she will only let pam do it. but not much to say because we have pam and daves neibors over, so i'm ( Read more... )

okay this is the third time that i've closed this page while i was writing i am so stupid and i will admitt it. s to sum it up i went to michigan las tweekend and got rained on. and this week is almost over i go to school next week. wow and i got an email from alaina it said she went to a HIM concert so she sent me pictures but they are the same as ( Read more... )

me and amber just took the stupid quizes again and heres the results of Ambers test ( Read more... )

i'm back and watching gilmore girls because i have no life. well i traveled over 600 miles all the way down to Kentucky and back. i can honestly say that my moms problems are increasing. and i worried that things aren't going to get better and it's all more complicated. Well i guess that i have to just deal with it. so i have more english work to ( Read more... )

Okay so tomorrow i am taking my grandmother down to Ohio where she will be picked up to go to Kentucky which means like a whole month of no her. Wow now that i read it it sounds so bad but that's just how she is. I will be free of the nagging and why arn't you wearing this and why ar you wearing black all of that crap. Wow and my mom won't have to ( Read more... )

Okay so i'm sitting here and it's great because i'm watching gilmore girls with Amber. yah she's over that's why it's great i always have fun with her but then i read my e-mail. Yah you guessed it NIkki Alaina is thousands of miles away and still ruining my life. Yah I think that she hooked back up with the Danielle chick. Yah i read it in her ( Read more... )

You scored as Cute without the 'E' - Taking Back Sunday ( Read more... )

Not much here but just thinking wich i think is very bad for me. i am thinking about everything from my mom and our money problem to leaving this week comingup. I want to leave to get a break for myself cuz i know that i need it i am going crazy. Don't get me wrong i love the boys but they are becoming way to much for me to handle on a everyday ( Read more... )

Not much here again. Today was so boring all i've done today is read and it's so not like me but i have to for this English school thing. And I just got done reading and e-mailing Alaina who's back in West Viagina wow she didn't stay long. But it doesn't surprize me. Nikki i know that your jumping for joy that she is a million miles away from me ( Read more... )

Okay well today was better than yesterday any day was better than yesterday. I was throwing my guts up and i was shaking and i couldn't stop. I know what was wrong but no one else does and let's keep it that way. But today was pretty mellow no work mom said we didn't have to clean her house up today we will do it all tomorrow. So today me and the ( Read more... )