Today, a dearly loved member of the Smith household passed from this earth.  Yes, it was Skippy the fish.  He was nine years young.  R.I.P Skippidee doo dah.  Poor Christine, she was binge eating on apple crisps when she broke the news to me.  Alex, who actually owned the fish and cared for it for the last nine years, didn't take the news too hard ( Read more... )

This must be crazy dream week based on another livejournal entry I've read ( Read more... )

Just when I start to feel good my mother remembers to bring me down.   Yet another one of her weekly  "you're not doing what I want you to do" talks was today.  Because of her I'm missing out on fun at the Stardome Comedy Club  too.  And she wants me to move out and find another job etc etc.  I just don't listen to her anymore.  She's full of utter ( Read more... )

And the sun still shines.... though maybe not right now because it's raining....

I love my friends.   I had a wonderful weekend and a great day after leaving work at four.

Work was better than usual today.  Spent time with Alana and Andrea, colored their hair and devoured pizza.

Then I decided that:    
I'm giving up.  He doesn't care.  What a waste and it hurts like hell.  I think I'm gonna get rid of all of those little things I've saved over the years.  Boxes full.  A flower from each dance, each bouquet, ( Read more... )

I hate being lied to.  Especially when it's by the last person in the world I thought would lie to me.
And I hate loving someone who doesn't love me back, doesn't even think about me, and makes me feel like I spent two and half years in one big lie.
I really hate the way things have been lately.  I'm tired, restless, angry, and confused.
I wish the ( Read more... )

So I just wrote this incredibly detailed entry about my life at the present moment... and my computer went crazy and it was lost.  I guess it didn't really need to be posted anyway, too personal.  I guess I'll repost when I get flustered enough to retype it all over again.  I don't have any doubt I won't be able to remember it word for word, you ( Read more... )

+went shopping today
-missed out on playing tennis because Chris didn't call until 9ish. 
-Big uh-oh, England LOST to Portugal
+went looking at vehicles today..... possibly for me.(but probably not. lol)
-thought my skin was going to melt off while walking around the car dealerships.  Thank God I was born after the advent of air conditioning.
+hopefully ( Read more... )

+I'm officially blonde now.  Yessss!!!!  
-I'm still feeling lonely.... grrrrrrrrrr. 
+watched Madea's Family Reunion with Christineeee
-didn't play tennis today
+Italy beat Ukraine
-the biggest bug I've ever seen stared at me from the roof of my car
+eagerness for fireworks, though it'll be the first since 2003 without someone...

Okay night night

Jimminy Cricket.  I haven't said that in a long time, but my circumstances require use of that neglected phrase.  I'm a mess right now.   But hopefully I'll be straightened out soon.
Thank God for four day weekends, I can't wait.
I'm getting my hair highlighted/(maybe lowlighted too) Friday.  Hopefully it will be one step closer to the blonde I yearn ( Read more... )