i just got the ashlee simpson cd...i love it...as i should haha <3 work alllll day tommorrow then peters show then homework blahhhh...then sunday playdate with lauren in oc...woot...happy weekend babies <3

...SO i've been being a slacker in the friend department and now all my friends hate me and i prolly deserve it...my life is so crammed together right now i hate it...i go to school 2 days a week from 7am to 9 pm...i get at least 5 hours of homework from each of my 4 classes...and its all technical and math shit so i cant bullshit my way through it ( Read more... )

Is it really worth moving on...or shall i let the past selflessly consume me...blahhh...<3

...things are going really well right now...i went and saw Shockwave with Peter the other night and that was an amazing show...i havent been to a show in so long and it was fun but i kinda remember why i stopped going...but is was super nice seeing old friends like Zach and Shawn...i love those boys they are good friends...


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im so pissed right now...i want to fucking kill someone...i hate fucking bullshit and i hate arguing...the past is biting me in the fucking ass...fuck you you fucking slut i hope you choke on your fucking tongue...GRRRRRRR...FUCK OFF!!

...Life is good right now...im out in orange county and ive been here since sunday cause im broke and dont have money to go home until tonight, but yeah im going to the 1m1m show cause Peter is in the band now so i gotta go support...should be goodtimes...me and Peter's 6 months is tommorrow so im pretty stoked on that cause i love him and its just ( Read more... )

...Everytime you think you have experienced pain something else happens that hurts you even more...i never thought i could go through so many emotions with just one person...at least now i know that love is not always easy, but i think its worth it...i love peter so much...its the best feeling ever...i mean look at this face...


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Dark deceptions two times the pain of one single broken lie that has shattered from this empty bottle...black is the beat of this heart that still hangs on for you...these are the hours of the time i rememeber spending with you...alone at night i wonder through the darkness only to find my light has burned out...is this the breaking placed upon ( Read more... )

ME AND PETER ARE BACK TOGETHER AND THIS TIME IM NOT LETTING HIM GET AWAY...I LOVE YOU PETER PIE...<3